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  • blue rainbows » phan
    20.6K 1.6K 4

    " the poor can't have enough and the richest can't have it all. " Dan Howell and his family are poor - they struggle to make ends meet. Dan has one passion in life - art. Unable to find a canvas, Dan makes the alleys at night his canvas - turning the walls into paintings. Phil Lester - the richest and loneliest kid ar...

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  • trees // phan
    160K 10.1K 46

    I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly

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  • Bullied Boy - Phan
    214K 5.8K 86

    a story about Phil show going through a rough time at home,his parents divorced and he now lives with his dad, he's bullied at school by Dan and his gang, the worse part is that his dad is oblivious to it all, will Phil be fixed or get broke again? who knows?!

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  • The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]]
    62.5K 4.2K 15

    After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks ...

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  • flower boy ;phan
    638 34 4

    in which broken boy meets a boy just as broken as him. *tw negativity + self harm + mentions of suicide and or suicidal thoughts*

  • dear dan; phan
    18.1K 1.2K 51

    *tw suicide, self harm, negative* I'm sorry for not being a good friend I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me most I'm so sorry (sequel to dear phil!)

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  • BLUE DOTS • PHAN
    263K 14.4K 48

    [COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

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  • plant boy | phan
    3.5K 385 12

    you have now started a chat with danislame 11:56 pm plantboylester: do you like plants ? danislame: no but i like you - { lowercase intended }

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  • sad face // phan
    77.5K 4.8K 31

    complete phil: you okay dan? dan: ;( will go through severe editing and plot changing in late january--early febuary

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  • THUNDER // phan
    55.3K 2.6K 11

    he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

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  • eclipse // phan [COMPLETED]
    81.1K 4.3K 25

    in which two boys who are polar opposites find a little thing called love. : [creds to @aestheticdimples for this sick cover !] : lowercase intended : all rights reserved to @emptybliss 2016

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  • Oh, Phil
    39.8K 1.6K 24

    Dan and Phil reveal their true feelings for each other but will their romance last? Follow Dan and Phil in this story full of unfortunate events and find out if they get their happy ending. [Contains: Selfharm / eating disorder / suicidal thoughts ] If you enjoyed this story, please vote, comment and follow me for mo...

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  • Ghost - Phan (#Wattys2016)
    37.8K 2.5K 10

    It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea...

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  • Drive // PHAN
    200K 10.4K 45

    [COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder

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  • Tragedy // Phan
    129K 5.9K 18

    When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?

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  • Brown Eyes :: Phanfiction
    91.4K 4.1K 28

    Phil was just a regular school boy, until he came out of the closet. Nobody wanted to ever talk to him, or ever come near him. But then there was a new boy who came into town. He actually wanted to talk to Phil. Day by day, Phil couldn't help but slowly fall in love with those brown eyes.

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  • soulmates ;; phan
    61K 3.5K 18

    On a certain day of the year every teen who has recently turned sixteen is required to get a unique tattoo imprinted on their wrist. Whoever has the same symbol as you on their wrist is your soulmate. Dan Howell and Phil Lester, the most opposite people imaginable end up with the same symbol. But the real question is...

  • Secret Admirer // Phan AU
    107K 5.7K 27

    Phil has a secret admirer and has devoted TOO much time trying to figure it out *begins sarcastic tone* who could it possible be? started: (idk whoops), 2016 ended: February 5, 2016 highest - 509 in fanfiction

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  • KLEPTOMANIAC // PHAN
    16.7K 1.1K 22

    Dan's stolen things his whole life. He's learned to accept it, for the most part. He's banished himself from friendships, but he can't help falling for a certain charming neighbor. [SLOW UPDATES]

  • Wonderwall | phan au (COMPLETE)
    61.5K 3.5K 19

    "When you feel like you're just stuck in a hole, it's your Wonderwall that saves you." Dan signs himself into a mental hospital after he has suicidal thoughts. Once there he meets Phil, his shy roommate. He will do anything and everything to get Phil out of his shell. ~ inspired by the film "it's kind of a funny st...

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  • psychedelia | phan
    46.3K 2.7K 18

    Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

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  • Dear Dan •COMPLETED•
    11.5K 326 25

    Cover is not mine! Dan made a mistake. Phil blamed himself. .editing.

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  • after the kiss // phan au {discontinued}
    44 2 3

    there's not much too it, and there likely won't be more. read anyway if you like sequel to singing in the rain (lowercase intended)

  • headspace ; phan
    50.1K 3.7K 12

    dan howell liked space, and in phil's eyes he saw galaxies. phil lester liked nature, maybe dan could paint him flowers. [spaceboy!dan x plantboy!phil]

  • ribs ; phan
    1.5K 122 3

    a spilt drink. your favorite song and pleads to put it on replay. a fear of adolescence, a reckless behavior that screams for an end or perhaps just attention. a conversation that never really ends. maybe everything else doesn't have to.

  • colors
    25.9K 1.7K 4

    There's only two things that Dan likes: 1) colors and 2) flowers And also 3) Phil Lester (Technically three things)

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  • Emails To Phil (Sequel to EMAILS TO DAN)
    376K 27.9K 49

    After three years of Dan not answering Phil's emails, he finally responds. Though, the tables turn. Phil doesn't reply to Dan after he replies. Dan will try to keep in contact with Phil after all he has done, but he doubts he'd ever reply back. Highest Rank: #33 Fanfiction

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  • Before You Leave // Phan
    75K 5.6K 17

    ❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

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  • After I Left // Phan
    52.6K 4.4K 16

    {Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

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