The Secrets That We Keep

Dan has an eating disorder and Phil is yet to find out, but eventually start noticing something isn't right...

Touch - Phan

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I s...

Uncertainty | Phan (Story One)

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years but lately their relationship has been rocky. After a tough day, Phil comes home and delivers some interesting news. Little did he know that what he had to say would destroy everything.

The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16)

**TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?

unspoken - phan

Dan, depressed and anorexic, gave up on speaking years ago. He was lost in alcohol and loneliness until a black haired boy showed up and broke the silence. [trigger warning; depression, anxiety and anorexia/bulimia] - this story is from a german girl, who's not fluently speaking english

Stop //Phan

"Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

Figure It Out [Phan]

[Completed] [Phan High School AU] Dan is the 'lonely emo' of the school, who sits back and listens to his music instead of making friends. Phil is the popular, always happy kid who has a lot of friends. Dan thinks that he couldn't possibly be any more different from Phil than he already is, but turns out they have mor...

lovely boy ; phan [ completed ]

dan was shy; phil wanted to change that. d+p high school a.u., including bold!phil and shyartist!dan © 2015 -oceanrising

Where Did I Go Wrong? //Phan//

Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil... Dan is bullied by a group of boys at school. Phil is one of these bullies but he sees Dan differently. *triggers listed at the top of the chapter* Updates on weekends and occasionally on Wednesdays :)

arms // {phan}

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

abuse // phan

dan, he's abused. phil is his saviour.

So You Tried to Put a Fire Out, but You Used Gasoline ~ Phan

[this story is unfinished.] Dan has been having violent outbursts and Phil won't take "I'm fine" as an answer. His outbursts occur more and more every day, and they come to the conclusion that there is something medically/mentally wrong with him. Just one trip to the doctor's office and one diagnosis could change ev...

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

wanted (phan) || book #3

THIRD BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Dan and Phil are desperate to survive- so desperate that the two decide to become more than just a duo, and bring in whoever they can find to help them get out of this alive. The group is targeted, framed, and attacked by many who want their revenge. They can't sleep, eat, or even b...

twisted (phan) || book #2

SECOND BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES After running away together, Dan and Phil live their life in London, keeping their past locked up. Either way, nothing has changed. In fact, things have gotten worse for the two boys. After Dan pulled the trigger on the gun, he hasn't been the same since. Dan and Phil are now the m...

Mad Hatter // Phan AU

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

stained (phan) || book #1

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell...

Ripped flower crowns and bloodstained jumpers

Pastel!Dan is in an abusive relationship. One day his boyfriend hits him in public and Punk!Phil steps in and stops him. ~~trigger warning~~ Domestic abuse Not finished and most likely never will be.

Target (Phan AU)

Pastel!Dan, the new kid, bumps into Punk!Phil and they just so happen to be in all the same classes. Phil has had an odd attraction on the pastel boy since he laid eyes on him. Maybe its the secret that Dan hides that makes him seem so interesting in Phil's eyes and maybe even vice versa. (18 year old d+p)

Sticks and Stones {A Pastel!Dan & Punk!Phil Phanfiction}

"Queer, Daddy's Boy, Prick." Dan Howell is your average crybaby. His father is a priest, so he grew up loving the church and everything around him. Wore crosses and an array of pink sweaters. Skipped a few grades and was in the most advanced classes in secondary school. Hung out with the girls rather than the boys. He...

Paranormal Friend's Dan, Phil, PJ and Chris

Dan, Phil, Chris and Pj are how you say very 'special' people. When they come together what will happen to people around them? Find out in this story ^.^

Dark Side

Dan Howell hasn't seen his friend PJ in years, and he decides to visit him. But PJ has changed, and so does Dan's life when he meets him again. He then befriends someone else in London: Phil Lester. Phil doesn't know about Dan's secret and Dan would like to keep it that way, but he is afraid he will hurt Phil as his...