boy in the meadow || phan

Waves

Sequel to Still Water *** Dan regains his memories of his time with Phil in the other universe, and is now determined to find him again. No memories of how he got to Phil the first time, and unaware if Phil will remember him too. Dan still sets out.

Mental Heath; Phan

Phil writes journal entries of his time spent in the mental hospital. He's captivated by the brown eyed boy whos room is just across the hall. *Trigger warning* ((if you need to know more details about then triggers the message me))

2 Disney Princes ➳ phan AU

"You must love a princess, Daniel!" My mother shouted. The entire room went uncomfortably silent for what seemed like hours. "But what if I love a prince instead?" //To clarify, this is set in the past. I imagine somewhere between 1500's and 1700's. //ALSO, history nerds, don't come for me if something is historicall...

Still Water

Dan and Phil were best friends as children, but at a very young age Phil drowned in a pond, and lost his life. Dan grew up traumatized by the loss of his best friend. little did he know that he might be able to see him again, just not in this world.

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

Paper Thin

Wattpad Pick: High School Hijinks - March 2, 2018 || After standing up to the popular crowd on her first day at Alcott High, Melody Reese's start at a new school becomes a very different one than she had hoped for. A second run-in later, she with the handsome Carson White, she realizes he might just be too perceptive...

In love with a friend - A Phanfiction :)

Dan and Phil are both secretely in love with eachother, but both are too scared tell one another. So, when at a party they are both dared to tell the truth about eachother, will they finally open up? Or just shy away like how it has always been? What will happen then?

It's not just you - Phan (completed)

Phil is in love with his best friend Dan, whom is dating a girl named Becca. After 6 months, Phil can't take it anymore, sending him over the edge. After Dan finds him on the roof, about to jump, how will Phil cope keeping his real reason away from Dan? This was originally just a one-shot from my book of them, howeve...

Sinking

i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

Philophobia

|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became c...

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

Quiet | phan

It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

BLUE DOTS • PHAN

[COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

Purpose || phan (book 2)

"Hello?" I pant. "Is this Phil Lester?" Someone's on the other end. I gulp. "Yes." "We have news on..." I hear papers ruffle in the background. "Uh...Dan Howell?"

call me dan || phan (completed)

edit: hi so this story kinda sucks but read it if you want. ive grown as a writer and i would really recommend my other stories "Danielle, get those scissors away from your hair right now!" --Mentions of self harm--

Transgender || phan (book 1)

A boy across from me is staring. Maybe it's because I'm looking through female hairstyles instead of men's. I glare at him. Homophobic trash... The boy who use to sit across from me is still there. As I pass him, his name gets called as well. Dan.

Transgender (Phanfic fluff)

(This story is officially over a year old, thank you all for your support!!) This is a Phanfic of what it would be like if Dan was actually born a girl but wanted to be a boy, and now that he is, he has to tell Phil.. This story will not contain romantic relations between Dan and Phil, sorry to disappoint you. A/N: it...

genderfluid ➸ phan

I'm not indecisive

Transgender ⇢ Phan

WARNING (mentions self harm, attempted suicide, etc.) also Cursing. I was inspired by Alex_Dawson's story "Transgender" and "Call me Dan" so credits to them :) I've actually have been wanting to make a story like this for a while. So here we are! I know my writing skills aren't the best, but I hope you enjoy the sto...

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

Skinny Love-Phan

Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D

Can't Be Changed -Phan

"What's your name kid?" "Shouldn't it be on that fucking paper?" "Are we going to have a problem? 'Cause I can shock you right now." "No! Please don't!" "I'll ask you one more time. What's your name?" "Logan Carter Green, sir." Started: June 4, 2017 Completed: June 17, 2017

Does it hurt? Phan (completed)

Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...

I Support It By Watching It /Phan/

Dan Howell is a straight, 17 year old who supports LGBT+ completely. He doesn't know any other way of supporting it besides going to the pride festivals, so he watches gay porn. Not only does he watch it, but he uses it as a release too. Nobody knows he does, however. Phil Lester is a gay, 17 year old boy who isn't ne...

Depression | phan [completed]

Dan Howell is depressed. Phil Lester is not. Dan Howell doesn't want anyone to know. Phil Lester just wants to help. Dan Howell thinks he's alone. Phil Lester wants to be there. Dan Howell pretends he's okay. Phil Lester knows he isn't. ///// *trigger warning* and very short chapters [completed: May 9, 2016]

Never Alone (Phan AU)

Sequel to He Speaks Suicide Years after all the madness of Dan's family life and attempts of suicide, him and Phil are married. With a beautiful family, a loving husband, and well paying job, what more could you want? It's the life everyone wants, but what happens when the dark thoughts return and the not-so-happy cou...

He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)

TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

Useless (phanfiction)

"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTIO...