in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...
the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
College is supposed to be the best moments of your life. That wasn't true for me. Six months into my college career, I endured a nightmare. That nightmare caused me to make a lot of horrible decisions. Because of those decisions, I fell deeper and deeper into the nightmare and now five years later, I'm still trying t...
*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell...
"Gangsters don't cry." In which a boy's night terrors come true. Or the one where every night Joshua Dun dreams of his worst fears and every day finds clarity through a girl and her nephew. Copyright © 2016 by miserableyouth Ranked: ff #611 [11.06.16], ff #643 [3.19.17]
SECOND BOOK IN DEMENTOPHOBIA SERIES Avenir || French for future Courtney Akehurst's life turned out better than anyone could have guessed. She had a wonderful boyfriend and beautiful family, but when old demons come back to haunt her, will she be able to hold on to her fantastic life or will she crack under the pres...
"Courtney, what do you fear? Do you have any fears?" "Dementophobia." "What does that mean?" "The fear of going insane." {ONCE WAS #207 IN FANFICTION}
There is no rewind button on life, no fast-forward or pause. No matter how many times Bowser Joseph wishes there was, it wasn't possible. It's never going to be possible for him to live his life over or fix his mistakes. It's never going to be possible for him to be happy.
"Could you really love two different people at once? Could you split your heart in half?" The topic of love had always seemed like a foreign subject to me. I didn't really think I have ever been in love. Of course, I loved someone, but not the kind of love that made me feel butterflies inside. Then suddenly, the...
Tyler Joseph's soul is dying. Joshua Dun's is already long gone but his spirit lives on. It becomes tied to Tyler, a boy who moves into the house across the street from where Joshua and his family was murdered. Tyler begins to slip away but Joshua won't give up that easily. After a night with a ouija board, Tyler c...
(Sequel to We All Have Our Masks) After a little more than a year, Lena is finally back in the US, and it might be for good. Her silence, though, has left Tyler and his friends - but mostly Tyler - in an angry state, and Lena hopes she can make things go back to the way they were when she left. But a bag full of secre...
After spending her teenage years in France, Lena comes back to her home country to look for long lost family members. Along the way, she finds friendships, compassion, struggles and maybe a chance at love.
When the intricate stitching of time is pulled apart, when the thread is cut, one person must suffer. Having lost his memory in the turning back of time, Joshua Dun is completely clueless as to what he did for Tyler, what they went through. Tyler has to make him fall in love with him all over again, thus proving tha...
*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.
SECOND BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES After running away together, Dan and Phil live their life in London, keeping their past locked up. Either way, nothing has changed. In fact, things have gotten worse for the two boys. After Dan pulled the trigger on the gun, he hasn't been the same since. Dan and Phil are now the m...
THIRD BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Dan and Phil are desperate to survive- so desperate that the two decide to become more than just a duo, and bring in whoever they can find to help them get out of this alive. The group is targeted, framed, and attacked by many who want their revenge. They can't sleep, eat, or even b...
