Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...
A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of...
"i'm not gonna remember you in the morning." -- the one where dan is high and phil is sober.
Phil is not the most important boy at school, and Dan is just trying to fit in. What happens when their lives suddenly collide, and start something that none of them ever thought would happen. Warnings: violence, abuse, swearing, (smut).
the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)
"i want you to kill me." -- the one where dan is suicidal and phil is homicidal.
"Hi my names Phil and I'll be giving you a tattoo today." punk!phil/pastel!dan. btw i don't own the art that's on the cover
"i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.
"And let's say I fall in love with you, what's in it for you?" "Good karma." "For breaking my heart?" "For proving you have one." {or the one where they make a bet about who will fall in love first} STARTED - 02/08/16 COMPLETED - 23/03/17
{edited} "won't you go to someone else's sleep? won't you go to someone else's head? haven't you taken enough from me? won't you torture someone else's sleep?" TW : depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, actual suicide attempt. read at your own risk.
"Last time I checked, the gun doesn't care who's pulling the trigger." //tw// death, swearing, probs some smut idk
mad. mad? yes, i suppose i am mad. but listen to me, is that really so bad? mother and father, should surely be glad, for i was the only mad child that they'd ever had. /lowercase intended/ tw: abuse, swearing, slight insanity disclaimer: i do not own this plot. credit for the story idea goes to @babysucculent
Dan is the popular kid at his school. He can have any girl he wants. But then Phil started in his class and everything changed. Now he doesn't want any girl. He wants Phil. But it's tough hiding that you're in love. And it's tough when jealousy takes over. Will they make it?
"You don't give a shit about how I really feel. As long as you get paid, you'll listen to anything." "Well Dan, I'm an intern. I don't get paid." Dan is fucked up and Phil just wants to help. //tw. mentions of self harm, suicide, abuse//
"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}
Dan and Phil live in a world where if you touch someone, you glow the color of your relationship. Green means friendship, red means enemies, and pink means love. Phil Lester is the terrifying bad boy who beats up Dan Howell for fun. Dan Howell is the cold, depressed loner who has no friends. What happens when they b...
phil. please remember me. ((the long-awaited sequel to shattered)) sleepyplisetsky (phanofdodie is taking over) || 2015
"the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...
Pastel!Dan is in an abusive relationship. One day his boyfriend hits him in public and Punk!Phil steps in and stops him. ~~trigger warning~~ Domestic abuse Not finished and most likely never will be.
Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...
Dan and Phil meet each other during school, they become best friends. When dan shows signs of weakness, easy bruising, tiredness, night sweats and pain Phil gets extremely worried and takes him to the doctors... *sorry for the shitty description*
Phil: nudes? Dan: no ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------V short story which includes Twenty chapters ;u; Story continuation ---> wrists; phan ...
Playing music has always been a big part of Phil's life. From the time he was five, and banging spoons against the table, to present day; seventeen years old and apart of the upcoming Alt. Rock/Everything-In-Between band, Heinous. It's an easy life to live, he's sure. Making music with his best friends, trying to avo...
Dan Howell was the typical spoiled, rich boy with butlers driving him to operas and maids making him nachos for breakfast. Phil Lester, however, was the opposite. Barely any money and deadbeat parents, he lives in a bad neighborhood in a gross apartment with cat hair covering the carpet and an odd roommate. And then...
" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...
Phil: a loser, continuously beaten and picked on by the other guys at school. Dan: popular, arrogant, and confused. What happens when the two collide? Just like me is a story of trust, love and secrets (Ok I'm making this sound like a bad tv drama, just read the fic please, I broke my thumbs writing it. *WARNING* se...
