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  • Eat! | phan
    9.5K 471 4

    Dan Howell is popular. He's also been released from an eating disorder clinic a few months ago. Only one of his friends know about it, at least thats what he thinks. He goes to a party and wakes up to a text from an unknown number. One simple word: Eat! Phil Lester isn't popular but he's no unpopular. He notices some...

  • And He Was.
    3.3K 66 2

    As story about Dan and a slow decline into an eating disorder.

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • Savior ↛ Phan
    118K 5.6K 29

    "Why are you always so sad and gloomy?" "What's so wrong with being sad?" "Everything."

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  • transgender ➳ phan
    17.3M 689K 197

    my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

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  • ill // phan au
    52.7K 2.8K 23

    "you kind of remind me of stars; you only shine at night when no one is watching." (lower case intended // trigger warning)

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  • trees // phan
    160K 10.1K 46

    I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • poetry boy :: phan
    28.9K 2.1K 11

    he was a blank canvas and words could flow out of him effortlessly, there was never a stutter or a stop. he was a sky of colour, a mess of words tumble out of his mouth, messy and faint. *this fanfic contains drinking, abuse, and mention(s) of suicide. if there are any specific trigger warnings, send a DM please!

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  • Just by Chance- Phan AU
    194K 7.9K 19

    Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems...

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  • Dear Phil | Phan
    84K 4.7K 24

    Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.

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  • Quiet | phan
    85.6K 4.8K 11

    It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

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  • Glass Hearts | phan
    79.4K 5.1K 20

    Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."

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  • emotions (phan)
    385K 25.7K 26

    "The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

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  • Stop //Phan
    112K 3.7K 24

    "Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

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  • Simple // Phan
    17.2K 446 38

    "I bursted out crying. I wasn't sure why, but at the same time, I knew exactly why. I wasn't a test dummy to Phil, I was a person"

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  • arms // {phan}
    892K 35.3K 18

    Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...

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  • Finger Paint | Phan
    225K 6.6K 53

    {P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

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  • Colorful | Phan | Completed
    646K 44.7K 103

    "Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for the stars more than he cares for himself. Who's crazy plans always see...

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  • Mine : phan
    548K 21K 128

    Phil falls for a new kid in his class. highschool au! an: this is very bad! i was a child when i made this also if you're my irl please don't make fun of me !!! i know it sucks!!!!

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  • My Blood, Your Bones - Phan
    104K 4.4K 20

    Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek h...

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  • Secret Admirer // Phan AU
    107K 5.7K 27

    Phil has a secret admirer and has devoted TOO much time trying to figure it out *begins sarcastic tone* who could it possible be? started: (idk whoops), 2016 ended: February 5, 2016 highest - 509 in fanfiction

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  • Guess Who? // Phan
    305K 14.4K 57

    Phil starts to receive secret love messages. But who is on the other end of the phone?

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  • blue • phan
    72.6K 4.6K 15

    gimme love, gimme dreams, give me a good self esteem. - in which daniel howell is a hopeless romantic and philip lester is a slightly less public hopeless romantic. in which daniel howell is more than a little bit bubbly and philip lester is more than a little bit of an enigma. in which daniel howell is ensnared by th...

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  • Falling for you (phan)
    136K 4.8K 6

    Mr Lester is just an everyday history teacher, but when one of his students, Dan Howell, starts to fail his class, he finds out there's an unusual reason why.

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  • anonymous | phan
    4.1K 344 24

    "why do you know everything about me, when I know nothing about you?" -- stalker!dan (is that a tag? it is now)

  • sun / phan
    19.6K 1K 14

    the sun sent letters to the moon everday, one day hoping for a reply - first book in the sun and moon series

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  • Everything Is Ephemeral - phan
    210K 13.2K 8

    Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
    168K 5.7K 42

    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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