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  • Does it hurt? Phan (completed)
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    Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...

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  • You're Driving Me Mental - Phan
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    Phil is the new patient at an adolescent mental health unit. A young Dan is told to keep an eye on him but apparently, not caring causing things to go down hill. Will Phil get better, for Dan, as well as himself? ~ COMPLETE ~ BOOK ONE ~

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  • Eyes (Phan AU)
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    Dan falls in love with Phil's ocean blue eyes, but what will happen when Phil hears Dan's terrible secret? TW: self harm, anxiety, panic attacks

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  • THUNDER // phan
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    he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

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  • Blue Eyes | phan
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    Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

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  • Secrets Better Kept-A Phan Story
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    One day when Dan misses his train, he comes home to find Phil talking on the phone. He soon finds out that Phil has a huge secret that he's been hiding all this time. Triggers: boyxboy obviously. I can't say anything else because it'll give the secret away ;) Author note: -

  • Fighter-A Phan Story
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    Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
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    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)
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    TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

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  • voices | phan au
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    dan howell, nothing but a fuck up student and son. he knows the voices get the better of him, or does it? another voice comes, but this one is real. hes called phil lester. does phils voice change the thoughts of dan? or make it worse? ~ triggers : self harm, suicide, blood, anxiety & nervous breakdowns au's : dep...

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  • The Aftermath
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    Sequel to Black and Blue (read that first!) Dan struggles to get back on his feet after everything that's happened. Phil seems distant, and it causes problems in their relationship that Dan isn't sure he can handle.

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