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  • Bullied Boy - Phan
    214K 5.8K 86

    a story about Phil show going through a rough time at home,his parents divorced and he now lives with his dad, he's bullied at school by Dan and his gang, the worse part is that his dad is oblivious to it all, will Phil be fixed or get broke again? who knows?!

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  • The project ~ a phan au
    95.5K 3.2K 29

    (COMPLETED)Dan is the quiet boy. Who never listens in class. Doesn't talk to anybody. And is either staring down at his desk or listening to music alone. This all changed though when there's a new boy in dan's class, Phil. Phil is the boy with the warming smile. The energetic boy. The one that can talk to anyone. But...

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  • Philophobia
    91.4K 6.6K 16

    || Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became c...

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  • Kisses in the dark // phan
    5.4K 213 13

    "Phil, who's Dan?" Clara asked angrily. "There's something I need to tell you." Phil said running his hand through his hair. Phil knew this would all fall down. As long as he doesn't lose Dan, he'll be okay. Will he lose Dan?

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  • There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)
    22.9K 782 2

    When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smokin...

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  • Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)
    2.1M 71.2K 41

    Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

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  • Falling for Phil - Phanfiction
    100K 4.7K 17

    Phil gets bullied. Oneday, after his unusually rough beating, he meets Dan. They soon develop a friendship, stronger than anything, which soon turns to love. But when Phil is left to decide on who he truly loves, will he go with Dan, or someone from the past?

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • Identity (Phan)
    163K 8.6K 21

    Dan is definitely beyond nervous to start at the prestigious boarding school, Harrison Academy. He wants to get away from the past and start a new life, where he meets his dorm mate, Phil Lester. Phil is always happy, it seems, and wants the best for everyone, but as he continues to get to know Dan, he realizes that t...

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  • May I Have This Dance?(Phan)
    41.6K 1.3K 28

    Dan is a ballroom dancer instructor, teaching at one of the most prestigious schools in all of the U.K. When a clumsy gay boy named Phil stumbles into Dan's life, things get messy. But when Phil's old boyfriends stop by, and a new baby on the way, things get ugly. VERY ugly.

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  • paint my world
    61.2K 3.9K 22

    you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

  • can't help falling in love
    37.4K 1.4K 14

    this is genuinely the worst thing i have ever written. if you want to read the remake im doing with be more chill instead of phan go to my ao3 it's shemeanswell :) in the meantime if you want to read this Wretched Thing knock yourself out!!! literally knock yourself out before you make the mistake of reading this plea...

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  • Everything Is Ephemeral - phan
    210K 13.2K 8

    Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

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  • Moving to London | Phan ❤
    147K 5.7K 22

    COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

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  • Bruised (Phan) [EDITING]
    94.1K 6.7K 46

    [COMPLETED] [MULTI SHIPPING] Join some immature, lovesick boys who struggle to not only to love themselves but those around them. A heart wrenching story revolving around some anorexics, some bulimics, and a purger, all of whom thrive to be the skinniest in the EDU. Highest rankings #4 in Tronnor #124 in Fanfiction ❤️...

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  • addiction ✎ phan
    1M 45.1K 47

    [COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant

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  • death of a conformist || phan
    45.2K 3.2K 36

    "Why do you think you have to base yourself off what others think of you? Why can't you just be yourself for you?" I looked at him, befuddled. "How would you possibly know I do that?" I scoffed. He looked back to me this time, looking deep into my eyes. "I just know. I know that behind that pretty face of yours, you...

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  • Mr Lester
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    Dan Howell was a lonely insecure man of 23. Being too skinny, too pale, and what most would call 'emo' he had no friends, and while he wasn't particularly depressed, he wasn't happy. With a secret bigger than himself, he needed a source of strength. He needed something... more. Phil Lester can come across as funny, c...

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  • Two Of A Kind
    22.4K 1.6K 24

    An English assignment is to become pen pals with someone in your grade, assigned at random. Dan and Phil hate each other, and have for years. They get matched for the project, but dont know that identity of the person they message. So, what happened if they fall in love with their pen pals? This story is co-written...

  • Copy Cat
    52.8K 3.8K 22

    Everyone has a shadow. They never think twice about it. and me? I've always had two. -------- A story where Phil loves to stand out and be unique, but dan always copies him.

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  • Last Summer
    6.3K 633 18

    "Put the camera down and live in the moment!" Phil laughed. "Don't you get it? My camera, and you is my moment" I smile at him. ------------------- A story told through videos from Dan's camera of last summer when he and Phil were summer lovers.

  • Still Water
    16.2K 1K 31

    Dan and Phil were best friends as children, but at a very young age Phil drowned in a pond, and lost his life. Dan grew up traumatized by the loss of his best friend. little did he know that he might be able to see him again, just not in this world.

  • Secrets (A PHAN fic.)
    64.2K 2K 17

    Dan was tortured by a school bully as a child. As an adult, he still has nightmares about it. He soon finds out an astonishing secret about himself. Gah! crappy summary, sorry. Later in the story there'll be an epic battle, Shane, Joey, Pj, Chris and maybe some others. Please read, it's better than it sounds. Promise...

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  • Waves
    3.2K 234 22

    Sequel to Still Water *** Dan regains his memories of his time with Phil in the other universe, and is now determined to find him again. No memories of how he got to Phil the first time, and unaware if Phil will remember him too. Dan still sets out.

  • Circus
    6.5K 567 32

    "what do you do?" Dan asked to the boy who looked a little lost. The boy thought Dans smile was so unbelievable that he practically radiated excitement. "what do you mean?" The pale boy asked in response. He didn't have much of a clue as to what goes on at the circus. "your act. what can you do for a performance?" Da...

  • baby blue :: phan
    40.2K 1.2K 15

    a daring 17 year old boy becomes flustered over a married man fem!dan daddy AF!phil

  • Uncanny Trust- phan BDSM AU
    34.9K 864 6

    "Do you trust me?" ".......yes" A powerful, rich business man by the name of Phil Lester finds a small, half-frozen, vulnerable 18 year old on the streets of London, abandoned by his family. When he takes the boy back to his mansion and realizes just how adorable he really is, the orphan will have to make a choice bet...

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  • Blossom
    27.4K 1.3K 9

    Phil is a rich businessman who decides to leave the city in favor of buying a house in the country. He expected to find beauty in the house and the surrounding gardens, but he didn't account for a cute gardener who loves flowers and hates him.

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  • flower crowns and fit boys // phan
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    phil loves flower crowns. phil loves fit boys. dan loves piercings. dan loves pretty boys. [pastel phil / punk dan]

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