abuse // phan

dan, he's abused. phil is his saviour.

Choking Games // Phan

There is only one thing in this world that Dan loves, Pain. There is only one thing in this world Phil loves, Dan. Can Phil save Dan, or will he fall down the same path as the person he loved? . . . . This book glorifies thing that SHOULDN'T be glorified. Please read with caution. If you are struggling with...

Drive // PHAN

[COMPLETE] Dan sends anonymous texts to his bully, Phil. Bad decisions lead to unrefined, sloppy, disgusting love. warnings; -panic attacks -hurt/comfort -self harm -eating disorder

Depressed• phan

A young boy ( Phil Lester) suffers from depression. He meets dan and new boy at his school. Phil is so used to not having anyone care about him. Will dan change that? #18 in deep thinking

Bumblebee (Phan Ddlb)

Phil Lester is strong, protective, and dominant. Daniel is his dependent, clingy, sweet little prince.

Skype Me Daddy - Phan

2019 edit;; I WROTE THIS IN 2016, IM SORRY {Smut} LionBoy: Nice Tumblr fuckboy BabyBear: Thanks you got Skype hottie? LionBoy: Yes I do sexy. BabyBear: Mmm Skype me Daddy!

straight // phan

'i'm straight,' dan muttered, tracing soft kisses along phil's jawline. in which phil is an artist and an aspiring baseball player, and dan is a sexually ambiguous jock. copyright; © 2017 @sullensivan

letters to my soulmate

phan soulmate AU Everything drawn on your soulmates skin will appear on yours, and Dan, despite constantly having beautiful designs appearing on his arms, wants nothing to do with it.

DEADROSES | PHAN

phan // in which a boy named dan leaves flowers with every step and phil wishes he could grow a garden in his small london apartment

scarred • phan soulmate au

an au where if your soulmate gets hurt, you get hurt. "mind if i sit here?" "not really" "hi, i'm phil lester" "dan howell" 1st book !note that in this fanfic they're the same age! !TW for mentions of self harm!

Phan Oneshots

Dan is the pen, Phil is the highlighter. Dan drew the world, Phil made it brighter. Mostly fluff, some angst, no smut. Enjoy <3

Stop //Phan

"Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES | PHAN

phan // sugar and smoke rings, i've been a fool

" I'M NOT MAKING OUT WITH YOU " ! PHAN

IN WHICH PHIL DESPERATELY TRIES TO GET DAN IN HIS PANTS

ANTICHRIST | phan ✔️

"gay and psychotic; we're enough to make god cry." in which a boy with a face like an angel and dreams like the devil meets satan in black denim who chainsmokes and hates the world completed!

Fix Me |Phan AU|

©blushinghobi Dan Howell (20) has been hurt and abandoned for his whole life. Left lonely,he had absolutely nobody to talk to. He had a shitty apartment and a crappy job and really,he had nothing to look forwards to in his life. Phil Lester (24) seemed like a really bubbly and happy person. He made YouTube videos onl...

drop dead ; phan

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

Boys Your Age

"What if I was gay?" "I'd fuck you." //Phan I was 13 when I wrote this please feel free to read anything else I wrote down the line, babes.

The Lion and the Llama (Phanfiction)

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan and Phil start having feelings for each other, but after one of Dan's nightmares causing him wanting Phil to sleep with him the rest of the night, things start spiraling out of control. (Phan, self harm, swearing etc etc etc) Ok, I'm terrible at descriptions, but if you wanna know what actually h...

𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐘 ✧ 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍 ✧ 𝐏𝐓. 𝐈

✧ Two Part Series ✧ ✧ Part One ✧ Text AU ✧ daddy!Phil little!Dan ✧ ddlb ✧ gang violence ✧ abandonment ✧ sub/dom © 2016-2017

Fighter-A Phan Story

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request

You Make Me Okay (phan)

Dan Howell is just a boy in his school; nothing more, but he's seen as less, and feels like less, until one day there's a new kid in town; Phil Lester. And what are the odds that Dan might talk to Phil? Slim. But of course, Phil ends up sitting next to Dan, starting something without knowing; an unbreakable friendship...

why would you? (phan)

a phanfic Dan and Phil arnt friend and Dan is a nerd whilst Phil is popular. but... you have to read it to find out mwahahahahah. also the chapters are very short like 200 words short. I also try and update at least once a day. READ THIS BOOK PLEASE!

10:05 ~ Phan Highschool AU

Phil is bullied by everyone, or so he thinks. Other fandoms in this fan fiction: fall out boy, muse... trigger warnings: depression, suicidal thoughts/ actions, self harm, bulimia, anorexia

struggling➾ phan (complete)

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

Unspeakable - Phan

Dan Howell, a 17 year old boy. A mute. Diagnosed with severe anxiety, paranoia and depression. Anti-social. This bot meets Phi Lester, a happy, excitable boy, who loves to talk. But, Phil is new to the school. He doesn't know who are good and who are bad. Phil and Dan meet once, and maybe for the last time. But Phil m...

thin ⚣ phan

events in this story may be triggering also this is poorly written so it might contain grammer errors and such

sad boys - phan

(crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)

eat//phan

eating makes me sick, not eating makes me sick, at least one makes me pretty TW// eating disorder!!

Bad Words | phan

"I have a bet." "I don't give a damn about your bet, Phil." "I bet you can't control your mouth while we're working on the project." "Fuck off." "If you don't cuss, you win and-" "And you'll curse." "Fine, but if I win," Phil smirked, "you have to kiss me." "You're on, Lester." "Try me, Howell." trigger warning: alcoh...