stutter

"say my name, dan howell"

edge

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

boy || phan

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

Our Red String Of Fate

Phil had never been one to dwell on the bigger picture, he was the type content to saturate in the moment. He'd never really understood the way his best friend would get so hung up on finding purpose, not when he'd come to terms with the idea that life was what you made of it so early on. He considered himself a firm...

BLUE DOTS • PHAN

[COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

headspace ; phan

dan howell liked space, and in phil's eyes he saw galaxies. phil lester liked nature, maybe dan could paint him flowers. [spaceboy!dan x plantboy!phil]

DEADROSES | PHAN

phan // in which a boy named dan leaves flowers with every step and phil wishes he could grow a garden in his small london apartment

Before You Leave // Phan

❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

After I Left // Phan

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

control ;; phan

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

Crazy. (a phan au)

"Don't leave me Phil" - Dan Howell is crazy. Plain crazy. When his parents send him to therapy camp. He sees things. Or more like he sees people. When he befriends a boy named Phil will Dan know the truth about him? Is Phil real? Or is he just another character in Dans messed up head? This is really short and sad...

Tragedy // Phan

When life's got you down, you're supposed to get back up. What if you stay down? *trigger fuccking warning* for ALL my fics, just don't read em, but this one especially, okay?

Entanglement

in which a demon named dan accidentally falls in love with an angel named phil. {phan au} highest ranking- #27 in danisnotonfire

Trying.

Love is confusing. Love is strange and complicated and you could think you love someone for years and then turn around and meet someone who makes you realise what you've been feeling wasn't love at all. Love hurts, love hurts a lot, and sometimes it tricks you. It tells you that you feel a certain way, and then you r...

Goodbye Internet (Phan one-shot)

It had been three weeks since Phil died. Dan couldn't do it anymore, so he made a final video.... Cover by @Muke_Ziall

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

Scintillas ; phan au

Every time the both of us die, we are reincarnated again. We were born to love each other, it was decided by fate.