love on me

i just want to love you, why won't you let me?

Out of Sight // Billie Eilish

The average person is led to believe college junior, Billie O'Connell lacks commitment, manners and even morals in some cases. The 21 year-old frequently tends to spend her time at parties, doing drugs of limited kind, or participating in hook-up culture. Her character is challenged one Monday morning at a cross walk...

ᴛᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ

ɪ ɴᴏᴅ, ᴄʜᴏᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴇᴀʀꜱ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʀᴇꜰᴜꜱᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄʀʏ ʏᴇᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. "ꜰᴜᴄᴋ" ɪ ꜱʜᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ "ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ɪᴍ ꜰᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ" ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴄᴏꜰꜰᴇᴅ ᴀꜱ ɪꜰ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ "ʙᴇɢɢɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴢʏᴀ? ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀɴɪᴘᴜʟᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴍʏ ᴇᴍᴏᴛ...

MEMENTO MORI

"you don't think i'm weird because of my tourette's?"

Lost in the Darkness // Billie Eilish

In a recent interview, tired and mentally drained, world renowned music artist, Billie Eilish recalls being "lost in the darkness" as she rose to fame. Although Billie is hesitant to admit it aloud, the soft-spoken Czech interviewer sees right through her and believes that period of her life never truly ended. Haven...

DESTINED // B.E

"shut up with that!" billie said as she laughed loudly. "i dunno, bil... i'm just saying, i have a feeling that we're destined to fall in love." i shrugged with a lazy smile. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 10/22/2021 ended: 11/30/2021 =======================...

Patience//BILLIE EILISH

Amanda is a Deaf demigirl who is lonely in the city she now calls home. Finally, someone has the patience to get to know them. 'why..loo...my....lip..' is all I can make out. She must have said, 'Why are you looking at my lips?' I hesitantly speak, not having used my voice in a while, 'I am reading them.' I use my bes...

HER // B.E

it's her. it has and always will be her. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 9/1/2021 ended: 10/13/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #3 in #billie 9/22/2021

just friends

g!p "dude" billie scoffed. "we're just friends, why do you care so much?" "because friends don't go sneak around and do the things we do!" i cried. "can't you tell that i like you?" "well... don't" she shrugged while turning around to leave.

Yearn For Agony // Billie Eilish

In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own...

billie eilish imagines

imagines of my favourite person. lowercase intended.

The Artist / Billie Eilish

I just, kinda... Wish you were gay. 2019 Watty's Award Winner achieved: #1 in billieeilish #1 in girlxgirl #3 in fanfiction #1 in imagines

OVERCOME // B.E

!!! this is the sequel to my book "addiction" do not read this if you have not read "addiction" !!! ============================== with billie away on tour, jessie has to learn to cope without billie constantly within her reach. will she fall into old habits, or will she overcome her addiction? ======================...

ADDICTION // B.E

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================...

clouded ~ billie eilish

"Chevy Chase," she beckons from behind me, "what a pleasure it is seeing you here." -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- chase lives in a low-hanging fog, a struggling artist losing sight of her vision. Utterly and completely confused, drowning her depression and existential dread in work an...

everything i wanted // billie eilish

~i just wanted to protect you.~ // Sequel to Lovely If you haven't read Lovely first please go do that or else this book won't make sense! This book does contain spoilers for Lovely as well so make sure you don't read this one without reading Lovely first! ~ Somewhat AU. This story may contain graphic depictions of se...

St. Mary's - B.E (✓)

"Welcome to St. Mary's school for the troubled child" Billie whispers, her hands on my waist, her lips by my ear. I shudder, trying not to fall into her trap. She brings a hand to my top button, undoing it "You've gotta be in here for something. We're all sinners" she moves down, undoing half of my shirt. I whimper, m...

gone girl

"billie eilish's long time best friend and girlfriend, marley frazier, has gone missing. the o'connell family is currently opening their phone lines to anyone who has any information."

BAD HABIT |Billie Eilish|

High school. Right girl. Excellent student. One day will change everything. Spoil me if you can.

Balance of Probabilities // Billie Eilish

Between law school and a cheating girlfriend Lexi is having a tough enough time as it is. But with the help of Billie, Lexi realises there is more to life than studying and dwelling in the past.

Moments // Billie Eilish

"Vegan brownies slap hard, so shut the fuck up!" I yelled to Lucy and Pen. "Oh Mamas, don't I know it" an all too familiar voice said from behind me. This fanfic is just for fun (meaning completely fictional), in my spare time. Show it love, spelling might be different, if you're from America, as I am Australian. Henc...

Don't Hug Me I'm Scared {Billie Eilish}

Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and menti...

baby bil (imagines)

Kind of a sequel to Billie and the girl.... :)) ~third book now published~

if i love you was a promise | b.e

girlxgirl *swearing and some smut or whatever *lower case letters are intended achieved #1 in #billie achieved #1 in #bilsexual achieved #1 in #idontwannabeyouanymore

parties // billie eilish

Why does all this shit happen to me? "To have someone so close to you just disappear is a pain I can't explain. It just feels empty. So incredibly empty." Girlxgirl with Billie Eilish. Ember suffers from anxiety and depression but she tries to hide it as good as she can. For her, the way to do it is to put on a mask...

(Billie Eilish imagines)

I'm the bad guy.... DUH 😜😎 Started this July 4th 2018

Travel Madness - B.E

When Aurora Ashford moves from the UK to America, she finds herself soon stuck deep in a whirlwind of emotions. She figures our her sexuality though sweat, blood and tears and realises the true meaning of appreciation. Through copious amounts of arguments with her parents and friends, Aurora decides to disappear one...