[ cobwebs + flies ]

- dan always hated the idea of secret admirers. - that is, until phil came along. [punk!phil x pastel!dan] ::::

DO RE MI | PHAN

phan // in which two boys who are definitely toxic for each other decide to not care

Touch - Phan

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I s...

Demisexuality and My Thoughts on it. Pt 1

My thoughts on demisexuality, as someone who is beginning to identify as a demisexual themselves. Demisexuality. It still has that little red dotted line under it; the word is so new to us that it hasn’t even been put in the dictionary. Its so new to the world, its so young, not many people understand it. As someone...

Demisexual things

So I've been seeing all these memes and little jokes for gay and lesbian people and trans people but I havent found any for demisexuals like myself. So I'm making some. You guys can help me out too so like comment funny demi stuff k? It'd really help seen as I literally only came out like a month ago... well technical...

Hiding from the truth (Dan Howell Fanfic)

Dan why do I do this to my self? why do I spend my time with this? I lost all my friends,mom hates me.i have no one,Phil DOSENT even talk to me anymore! I'm scared Dan,I'm scared what will happen to my future. I know why I do this Dan,cause I'm hiding from the truth. ------------------------------------------------- c...

Blue Eyes | phan

Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )

Our lives together ~A Phan story

Why is this required

145 Completed Phanfics You Should Read

[THIS HAS OFFICIALLY FINISHED.] [Highest Rank- 12th.] A bunch of different types of phanfics that I personally enjoyed reading and others have read themselves. I hope this may help you pick out some phanfics to read during your spare time. (And I know that the picture has a different title to the title of the story...

Basorexia || Phan

Basorexia: a strong craving or hunger for kissing WARNING: MILD LANGUAGE, SELF HARM, SUICIDE, ABUSE, AND DEPRESSION. YOU'VE BEEN ADVISED. Dan who is selectively mute, gets bullied at his school, and Phil tries to cheer him up. "Dan isn't the ordinary teenager. He doesn't enjoy parties, drinking, or big crowds. He's di...

It Wasn't for Us //PHAN

(Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

stuck inside ; phan [ completed ]

dan put up walls that phil had already climbed over. © 2016 -oceanrising

late night thoughts ;; phan

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

trees // phan

I WROTE THIS A YEAR AGO; APOLOGIES FOR THE SHITTY WRITING AND THE CRINGE i know where you stand silent in the trees and that's where i am silent in the trees why won't you speak where i happen to be silent in the trees standing cowardly

Glass Hearts | phan

Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."

sunshine // dan&phil

memories are like an escape. [ phan ]

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

Dear Pale Boy

Dan writes letters to the adorable sad boy in his class but is too scared to send them.

In Your Dreams // phan

Dan Howell never wanted dreams. Because dreams meant he met his soulmate, and meeting his soulmate meant dooming them to a terrible life of memories about his anxiety-ridden past. But when he literally bumps into the boy he was supposed to be perfect for, he may realise he's willing to put his fears behind him and let...

Liar - Highschool Phan au

Dan has never had a best friend. A true one, at least. He's lied and faked his way into popularity so nothing can hurt him. But maybe Phil is worth getting hurt for.

Dragonfly; Phan

Something terrible happened in Littlerock Mental Asylum in the 1970s. Dan and his group of historically-crazed friends know this for certain. But when you throw in corporate secrets, paranormal activity and a chilling boy with very, very blue eyes, things begin to get a little more complicated.

edge

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

Clouds -> my first ever phanfic

A phanfic where Dan is a introvert highschooler barely surviving his last year of high school when the new kid, Phil, comes to class. Late. The first day. In pjs.

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

Feel Better - PHAN

Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?

can't help falling in love

this is genuinely the worst thing i have ever written. if you want to read the remake im doing with be more chill instead of phan go to my ao3 it's shemeanswell :) in the meantime if you want to read this Wretched Thing knock yourself out!!! literally knock yourself out before you make the mistake of reading this plea...

Everything Is Ephemeral - phan

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)

TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

A Story. (Phan)

just a simple phanfic, for times way past your bedtime, when you run out of all good ones, i got you :) ps.: dont forget to vote you cunts

boy || phan

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction