STRAWBERRIES & CIGARETTES | PHAN

phan // sugar and smoke rings, i've been a fool

Mental

"If you came here looking to lose your will to live, then you've found the right place." "It feels like home." //Phan

Truth Is, Truths Are

What once could be an undeniable truth could undeniably become a lie. // Dan Howell lies about everything. What he does on Saturday nights, how he feels, what he loves, who he loves. Phil Lester never tells a lie. He's all about promises, and trustworthiness. Liars piss him off. Dan can fib about anything. A white li...

talk me down

"I wanna sleep next to you, but that's all I wanna do right now." //phan [a very short angsty read]

Unknown // Phan

Unknown: Is this Dan Howell? Dan: Uh yeah, who is this and how did you get my number? Unknown: does it matter? Dan: Yep, because this is my private phone number.

Strangers to Soulmates - PHAN Soulmate AU

Dan and Phil Soulmate AU Warning! Brief mentions of suicide, self harm and abuse. "You know, you never gave me your name." "Dan. My names Dan." He replies. Phil nods.

edge

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

Stop //Phan

"Stop!" "I won't hurt you," "Come any closer and I'll jump!"

THUNDER // phan

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

im here // phan

a story of two teenage boys who fall for each other and are always there for each other. i'd like to apologize in advance for any mis-portrayed 'scenarios' that occur, for i do not suffer with depression. i did my best :/ i plan to re-write this story sometime with the same plot and everything but ive grown so much a...

moods / phan

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

spacenames- phan chat room AU☆

You've been connected with a stranger! You both like: space! VenusPhil: Hi (^-^) saturndan: hi VenusPhil: hELLo fELLo sPaCE GEEk saturndan has disconnected from chat •-• WARNING: this was my first book and it's terrible, i'm sorry in advance for the shitpost you are about to read ! you have been warnedヽ( ຶ▮ ຶ)ﾉ!!! •...

fun ; phan

"Let's go have fun," - Phil, the school jock who towers over everyone in height, falls fast for a short boy named Dan. [COMPLETED]

Amnesia (Phanfiction)

Dan tried to kill himself. He wakes up in a hospital with Amnesia. He doesn't remember anything. Day after day a memory appears in his head. Will he ever find out why he wanted to die? Phil never wants to explain to him what happened. He always says one day he'll find out himself. But what if Dan does find out? Mentio...

A Story. (Phan)

just a simple phanfic, for times way past your bedtime, when you run out of all good ones, i got you :) ps.: dont forget to vote you cunts

late night thoughts ;; phan

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

undone ; phan [ completed ]

Dear Dan, I thought I should start writing letters to you. I know it's cheesy, but I've always been accused of being a hopeless romantic. I guess people are right - love drives you crazy. - Phil © 2015 -oceanrising

ALL STAR; DH & PL

you started chatting with plantboyphil. started; febuary 10, 2016 ended; april 28, 2016

online : phan

In which Phil meets an odd boy on an online chatting site.

sunshine // dan&phil

memories are like an escape. [ phan ]

The Black Parade ➸ Phan

❝I wish I could have told you that, Dan.❞ - Phil Lester grew up. Dan Howell didn't have the chance to, well, in Phil's eyes, anyway. Phil finds himself with a lot of time alone, and so he sits down with a pen and caramel macchiato and reminisces on days on the Manchester Eye, the sofa at Starbucks and walks through ab...

Boundaries ➸ Phan

Phil has never had a best friend until now. He didn't see it as a bad thing, but there was a down side to not having experience in friendships or relationships... How was Phil meant to know the definition of platonic? If there was a line between friendship and a relationship, where was it? Had Phil crossed it? ❝ The f...

Guess Who? // Phan

Phil starts to receive secret love messages. But who is on the other end of the phone?

May I Have This Dance?(Phan)

Dan is a ballroom dancer instructor, teaching at one of the most prestigious schools in all of the U.K. When a clumsy gay boy named Phil stumbles into Dan's life, things get messy. But when Phil's old boyfriends stop by, and a new baby on the way, things get ugly. VERY ugly.

unknown number | phan

phil lester and friends thought it would be fun to text random numbers from the phone book. he never expected to make a brand new friend. *lowkey hate my writing in this but i think the sequel is a lil better*

Dear Phil | Phan

Phil left, but Dan can't get over him. So he writes letters to him.

Helpline ➸ Phan [texting]

after dan howell is diagnosed with depression, his parents seek him help - but not in the way he may have expected. he's partnered up with phil lester online, someone who supposedly knows about mental health, with one instruction: text him. ❝ amazingphil : i just wanna be your friend danisnotonfire: how the hell is t...

poet. ➸ phan

dan likes long words. he also likes phil lester. short story.

Space Kid ➸ Phan [texting]

after a certain website broadcasted dan howell's phone number to every visitor, he was bound to get a few texts. it was pure luck that phil lester was the one to text him. ❝ emo kid dan☽ : actually... philly✧ : ??? whats up emo boy ❞ minor swearing and some adult themes. triggers will be tagged. highest ranking : #73...

Finger Paint | Phan

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm