paint my world

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Find Me Again // phan

Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...

Up All Night // phan

Dan Howell is an insomniac....who's scared of the dark. Only a little bit. One late night (or early morning), he decides to venture out and explore London at its quietest. He meets Phil Lester at an all-night coffee shop, and the two quickly become friends. As the friendship continues to grow, Dan has to begin facing...

Save Me - A Dan and Phil Love Story

(Warning, self-harm and violence.) Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been through a lot of bad things in their sixteen years of living, things that will scar them forever, mentally and physically. When they find each other they feel happy together, but things get worse. The thing that they want to know is.. was their re...

Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

Fix You(Phan)

23/03/15 - Deanna and I are working on a remastered version of this. I will upload the chapters as we go. In the meantime, please read my other works. Thanks for your cooperation :) - Jodie

In Between // phan

Book 2 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! After Phil gets rejected by the Highers in his request to be a Reaper, him and Dan decide to live in the human world together. But when Dan's friend, PJ, tells him that the Highers want him back, and are willing to accept Phil, Dan is honestly quite happy to be going back. After the...

Give Me Love (A Phan fiction)

Dan admitts his love for Phil and Phil loves Dan back. But what will they do when one cold misty morning in London they start to get strange knocks at the door?

Phan: one shots

Fluff. Lots and lots of fluff. Most of these all are one shots, each chapter being a new story- I hope you enjoy :)

Weird Feelings (Phan)

plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...

In My Dreams // phan

Sequel to Up All Night! Dan has finally found Phil, the boy he dreamed of, and maybe fallen in love with. But Phil doesn't know he exists. He's been trying to get his attention for so long, but Phil doesn't notice. Dan will do anything to get Phil to notice him, but that may just get him into major trouble.

Fatal Attraction- a Phan Fiction

If I Knew Then (Phan)

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

A Collection of Phan One-Shots

You're The Straw To My Berry (Phan)

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

Phan - Short Fics Collection

•• This is a collection of brief stories, centered around the romance of Dan Howell and Phil Lester. Many are inspired by songs but some are just creative ideas. Romance, emotion, smut and adventure can be found in the pages of this compilation. •• (credit to Gennamaze for the cover)

Demonic // phan

Phil is an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Nothing very special about him, he's just normal. But it all changes when, on the weirdest day of his life, he meets the very quiet and recluse, Dan Howell. He's different. Phil doesn't usually do different, but something about Dan makes him want to try it. But when he's...

Messages (Phan fiction)

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

Burns, Bruises & Phantasies

Grim Reaper // phan

Book 1 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! Dan's just like any other person out in the world. Except he's a Reaper, someone who decides whether or not a person should die. He's had this job for as long as he remembers, and is never bothered by what he does. But when he is sent to judge Phil Lester, his life becomes harder and...

Soul Mates (Phan)

The year is 3065, and everything is done for you. Even love. Philip Lester, the 19 year old bachelor. All the girls love him. Daniel Howell, 19, bisexual and teased by Phil. But what if they get matched as soul mates at the Match Makers, Banquet, as the first ever same-sex couple?

Riches Won't Accept - Phan

Dan and Phil are both from very rich, very posh families that live in the posh end of town. Dan’s parents, especially his father, are very strict. He doesn't want Dan to be gay because he thinks that it’ll bring business down. But when Dan and Phil discover their feelings for one another, and Dan's dad is forcing Dan...

Romeo and Juliet - Phan

-I guess you could say its a modern day Romeo and Juliet with Phil being the Romeo to Dan's Juliet- Genre: fluff but contains smut (maybe in later chapters)

Phan-Near Death Experiences

When PJ breaks up with Phil because of some jealousy in the air, Dan sees his chance with Phil. Everything seems perfect, but there are Dan's near death experiences that just keep gettting in the way.. A/N May contain topics that could trigger

Skinny Love (A Phan One-Shot)

Come on skinny love just last the year... *Trigger Warning*

Discovering Love // phan

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

Lacking [Phan]

Dan Howell has grown up wingless in a world full of wings. Old legends have twisted the views of his peers, leaving him utterly alone until he meets the strangely beautiful Phil Lester, who has a different view on their world. Phil may not have the ability to give Dan wings, but he can sure as hell make him feel as if...

Phanfiction - Wonderboy 2 (SEQUEL)

Sequel to 'Phanfiction - Wonderboy'

Phan Oneshot Collection

Just a collection of oneshots, mostly fluffy :)