colors ✖ phan

「COMPLETE」 A boy with a permanently black band finds someone who would want to help them see colors again.

tune you out // phan

a soulmate au where on your 15th birthday your soulmate's favorite song at the time is stuck in your head, featuring pan!phil and a sexually confused dan warnings: swearing also, this is my first phanfiction so I'm not sure how this will turn out

Matching My Marks ~ Phan Soulmate AU

Imagine a world where every mark on your skin is put on your soulmates skin as well. Cool right? Phil thinks so, but Dan thinks it could be farther from the truth. Cover by @Ellsthenerd

emotions (phan)

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

Touch ☞☜ Phan

Dan Howell is capable of identifying the relationship a person has with somebody simply by touching the bare skin of each of the individuals. By using his fingertips, the teenager is able to find out the feelings that the people have for each other and the labels that they use for one another. Dan begins to grow com...

Bad Boy | Phan

Dan is the so called 'bad boy' in town, and that means that school is a nightmare. School is probably worse than the whole town. Dan isn't really a popular bad boy, but he loves doing illegal things, and everybody at school avoids him for fear that he'll break their necks. But Dan isn't really like that. He's just los...

Touch - Phan

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I s...

Cheater ; Phan ~ completed

There's a controversial question, one that is often asked. 'Would you forgive a cheater?' I always thought I knew what I'd do, but turns out.. it's a lot harder than I could've ever imagined. - - - Warnings - toxic ? relationship ? & cheating/heartbreak Started on October 23, 2017 ~Completed~

My Blood, Your Bones - Phan

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek h...

You Okay?~Dan And Phil High School au

Dan just moved in with a foster family the Howells. He has severe Anxiety and can't stand to be around adult males after being abused by his father. When he meets Phil, a twenty year old, he is still very cautious. A/N? Terrible description, anyway whatever. May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favor BAAAAIIIIIIII

Broken and Fixed.

Slicing open your skin every night over something so small is completely and utterly stupid. But for Dan Howell, there isn't any other way to show that he's hurting inside, Sure, there's AmazingPhil whose presence enthrals him yet you can't cure hurt just from a couple of videos that last only a few minutes. But what...

You Make Me Okay (phan)

Dan Howell is just a boy in his school; nothing more, but he's seen as less, and feels like less, until one day there's a new kid in town; Phil Lester. And what are the odds that Dan might talk to Phil? Slim. But of course, Phil ends up sitting next to Dan, starting something without knowing; an unbreakable friendship...

Dreams {Phan}

//Complete// Phil decides to go to get coffee at a new café close to were he lives. (Published: 29th of April 2017)

Notes ; Phan ~ completed

'I wrote a note to you almost every day of the worst year of my life. It wasn't meant to end the way it did, it just happened.' - - - Warnings - suicide attempts, self harm, toxic relationships, depressive thoughts Started on June 3, 2017 ~Completed~

Correction Camp (phanfiction)

IS YOUR CHILD MENTALLY ILL? ARE THEY CONTAGIOUS? ARE THEY POSSESSED BY SATAN? OR WERE THEY SIMPLY EXPOSED TO TOO MUCH ELLEN DEGENERES??? However this happened, whoever made your precious offspring this way, we assure you THIS. CAMP. CAN. HELP! Just bring your confused teenager here in June and when they come home in A...

charms

(completed) in which dan and phil are paired by a necklace system where you and your soulmate have matching charms triggers: SUICIDE, SELF HARM! don't read if you're easily triggered by those things, i want to see you safe !!

Depressed | Phan {EDITING}

"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

Hopeless I ; Phan ~ completed

Oh, Me? I'm hopeless. Four schools, 3 years. Hundreds of people. No one even glances my way. Not that I'd want them to anyway. - - - Warnings ~ anxiety, bullying, suicide, and depression Started on September 23, 2017 ~ Completed ~ Currently being edited ~ sequel in the works ~

The First Time (Phan)

Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although...

addicted (phan)

Meet Dan and Phil. The boys are roommates at university, Phil being the quiet one with stage freight and Dan is the loud, outgoing one. Phil prefers his books. Dan prefers his band. Phil is good in school. Dan is good at beer pong. The two are completely different and rarely communicate, so when the lead singer of Dan...

FanBoy| Phan

Dan Howell is an average FanBoy of the well known Youtuber AmazingPhil. Like everyone else, he stalks Phil on twitter, goes to his shows and one day gets to meet him. But when Phil sees dan, he isn't like everyone else. He's different, he's special.. [TW: talks of suicide]

Neighbors // Phan

Dan is the new guy in the town and Phil is his neighbor. A story about mysteries, friendships and love. (Credits to the artist who made the book cover)

Colorful | Phan | Completed

"Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for the stars more than he cares for himself. Who's crazy plans always see...

The Benefits Project ; phan au

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...

Don't Tell Dad (Phan)

Phil is joining a new sixth form. He doesn't really expect to make any friends, let alone get a boyfriend. And then he meets Dan. Beautiful, funny Dan, who really couldn't be more perfect. The one problem being: Dan has a girlfriend. As their friendship goes on, Phil struggles to hide his secret love for Dan. But D...

Scarred

"I'm going to make sure you see how wonderful life is, Dan Howell, even if it's the last thing I do." After a failed suicide attempt, Dan Howell ends up in the hospital, where he meets Phil Lester. Phil seems to be the light in Dan's dark and depressed universe and gradually Dan realizes Phil is the one and only frien...

Those Who Trust (Phan)

Dan used to be a submissive and now he's just a broken shell of a man. Warnings: past non-con and abuse || Cover made by phil-no-ouendan

You don't know me [phan]

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Intriguing (phan)

'don't do that. don't act like you care. i might do something stupid, like open up to you.' {or the one where phil has a photographic memory and dan is telekinetic} STARTED - 11/12/16 COMPLETED - 16/02/17

Clouds -> my first ever phanfic

A phanfic where Dan is a introvert highschooler barely surviving his last year of high school when the new kid, Phil, comes to class. Late. The first day. In pjs.