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  • He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)
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    TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

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  • Slut//Phan AU
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    Dan is known as the "school slut." He sleeps around, and there's almost nobody in the school that he hasn't slept with- whether it's a guy or a girl. The girls want him, the guys want him, even the teachers probably want him. He's practically undeniable. But he'll never actually want them. So what happens when he fall...

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  • blurry face - phan
    2.3M 152K 46

    " my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

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  • edge
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    " Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

  • Where Did I Go Wrong? //Phan//
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    Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil... Dan is bullied by a group of boys at school. Phil is one of these bullies but he sees Dan differently. *triggers listed at the top of the chapter* Updates on weekends and occasionally on Wednesdays :)

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  • Piercings & Pastels
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    "I'll be your home." "You already were to begin with."

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  • I'm hearing things // phan
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    "I'm hearing things Phil." "Like what?" "Like...." I paused realizing I shouldn't say it. "Like, nothing never mind." "Tell me coward!" He pushed me off my bed, kept me down with his hands, he sat on my hips, inches from my face he said, "Have you been hearing that I'm an excellent kisser? Because that's true."

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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
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    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • paper thin (phan)
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    *'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

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  • I Like Bad Boys (Phan)
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    Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil! Phil, a punk, was wildly know for being the type to have sex with a girl and dump her. He didn't care much about his poor image until Dan, an openly gay pastel boy, steals his attention. When they decide to see if they will work, Phil becomes happier than he ever has. However, there seems to...

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  • My New Friend (a Phanfiction)
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    Dan's starting at new school. He never fit in at his old one, but when he meets a new friend, he finally starts to feel like he belings somewhere.

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  • Kisses in the dark // phan
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    "Phil, who's Dan?" Clara asked angrily. "There's something I need to tell you." Phil said running his hand through his hair. Phil knew this would all fall down. As long as he doesn't lose Dan, he'll be okay. Will he lose Dan?

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  • Dan and phil get caught-- highschool
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    phan highschool smut-- dan and phil skip lesson and get caught having sex in a highschool toilet by their teacher.

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  • Outcast ✧ Phan
    1.2M 60.2K 23

    Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltz...

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 99K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • Maybe I Do Like Flowers
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    Daniel James Howell is a sixteen year old gay boy who dresses in pastels and flower crowns, and can't be bothered to straighten his hair. He listens to NeverShoutNever, Taylor Swift, and Oh Honey. So why on Earth does Phillip Lester, bad boy supreme, follow him, if he's only ever hung out with similarly punk friends w...

  • Opposites Attract
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    Phil likes everything about his life, he likes his job, he likes being a Dad, he likes his style and he really likes the cute guy who works at Starbucks and wears pastel colors. A/N: The picture we used for the cover is not ours! credit to owner. If it's yours please message us and we will credit you :)

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  • heart like yours / phan
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    "i'm counting down the days to go." or in which a boy who is waiting for his life to be over may be losing to cancer, but he also saved his best friend's life and, in return, won his heart.

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  • The Good Boy's Bad Boy // Phan Smut
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    Phil Lester is a good boy. Dan Howell is the bad boy. Complete opposites. What would happen if they both find out they love each other? Phil doesn't really believe him, but Dan tries to show him. How does he show him? Well by lots of sex and... Just some nice things Cover by: @Phantastic_5ever

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  • moods / phan
    2.3M 127K 39

    in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phi...

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  • Drown // phan au [ Completed ]
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    { the sting of these cuts don't hurt as much as your words }

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  • sad boys - phan
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    (crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)

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  • Stay by me
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    Punk!Phil And Pastel!Dan A high school AU where Dan nor Phil fit in with anyone. They are known as social outcasts or misfits. and things get tough when you think you're all alone. But they're not.

  • talk me down ;; phan
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    in which two heart broken boys meet in unfortunate circumstances lowercase intended short story [2016]

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  • Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
    2.6M 126K 24

    Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

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  • emotions (phan)
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    "The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

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  • amity // phan
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    Dan Howell has a personality more fragile than the flowers he presses. After meeting Phil Lester- an explosion of a human being living in an explosion of a house- Dan is forced out of the tiny world he used to live in. (shyxpunk) This story includes mature themes.

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  • Infinite | Phan
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    Phil, If you're reading this. I want you to know that I love you so much. I'm so sorry. -Dan •story is complete•

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  • addicted (phan)
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    Meet Dan and Phil. The boys are roommates at university, Phil being the quiet one with stage freight and Dan is the loud, outgoing one. Phil prefers his books. Dan prefers his band. Phil is good in school. Dan is good at beer pong. The two are completely different and rarely communicate, so when the lead singer of Dan...

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  • Colors {Phan}
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    AU: Everyone is born seeing black and white. You start to see colors when you first kiss your soulmate. Dan and Phil get completely wasted at a club and wake up seeing colors. Neither of them remembers what happens. update from the author, 2 years later: this shit is cringy and rushed as fuck i'm just warning you guys...

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