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"The biggest failure in life is not failing itself, but not trying." "You don't loose when you fail, you lose when you quit." Inspirational quotes make me want to puke. What's the point with my case I simply don't get a choice to live. I mean death is literally staring me in the face. She's a bitch too. She's alive which is odd considering she is death itself in a humanly form. But alas I am forced to put an effort into believing I will survive and live another day. But you know what we is also odd. Fake hope. The act of pretending to actually giving two shits about what happens to me and then pretending it bothers me and staying positive and telling everyone that I'm doing just grand, even though you know I indeed do not give two shits about what happens to me and so then that imply's that I really do not give a flying fuck about what happens to me, and I will refuse to stay positive and well telling people I'm grand isn't exactly what I want to say. Because how can stay positive when death is staring at you in it's humanly form telling me I have cancer.