Smilingdepression Історій

join me in the world of mental help, my memoir on depression, anxiety, insomnia, toxicity, bullies, and relationship issues. Join me as to how to improve in how we can heal as an community. This is my story, of how I was shattered to glass from a young age.

Smiling Depression

My life as a depressed teen

Just Proceed With Caution.

A pit of darkness where Serafine lived her whole life, where she thought she belonged - until Giovanni, the light entered. Will he consume the darkness? Or will everything fall, and the light leaves the darkness completely.

Pain is not when she walks away Pain is when she rips out your heart before doing so and crushes it before your eyes. And leaves you to you're thoughts Alone

I'm at peace on rainy days when my tears fall with the droplets of the light rain. It feels like the whole world is crying with me. Depression is a major obstacle to overcome, so it often times is easier to focus on the different aspects and symptoms of depression. Recovery is a marathon not a sprint. Many times it is more manageable to take a lot of little steps instead of one big leap. Taking one big leap and fight depression as a whole, may lead to failure and discouragement. Preferably focus on each and every aspect and symptom of depression. That way the root causes of the depression can be discovered and healed. In this book I will go through each and every aspect of my depression and many more. Everything in this book I got from licensed therapists, extensive medial research and my own experience.

"Smiling does not mean someone is happy." Shota Aizawa did not realise what he was getting into when he was tasked with capturing the new vigilante 'smile' and figuring out who they were. He can't say he regrets it though. After all, he was doing what a hero does best. Saving those in need of help.

Solemos pensar que una sonrisa es, en general, una señal de felicidad, ¿verdad? Pero hay personas que son capaces de sonreír, de vivir momentos alegres y aún así tener sentimientos suicidas. Pia es una de ellas, una sonrisa es todo lo que tiene para esconder su alma rota. Sin embargo las sonrisas se le están agotando...

The things you can't see behind a smile. When Jade a cheerful and kind-hearted beauty, transferred to a new school, she was quickly labeled as Ms. Congeniality. One night as Kent Matthew, the insensitive MVP basketball player, went on a night ride to escape the chaotic night he had at home, arriving at a local beach. In which he discovers a drunk and problematic Jade.

In Ohio we meet a girl named Kay. Kay is a sophomore in high school. Kay wanted nothing more than to be normal but they never were. Growing up Kay got harassed and bullied but always tried to make things better for themself whether it was good or bad. On top of that Kay had ADHD and smiling depression forcing them into a fake happiness she couldn't escape from. They also had a homophobic family so they could never show their true non binary and Pan colors. Forced to be alone and hurt by everyone around them. Will Kay ever figure out the meaning of love? Or will she live with a very broken smile... This story is written for 15 year old me(Hana) wishing she could show her non binary and Pan colors to her parents while also battling her smiling depression and ADHD trying to force herself to be normal but meeting people along the way when she finally figures out what love should mean. All events have happened to me in real life names were just changed to protect privacy