Thisisntlove Stories

When Jacob turns up at the hospital he does Ruby more damage than ever before. Will she let Iain in and let him help her? Can they continue their lives despite the damage Jacob does?

Collection of poems of heartbroken moments.

~Trigger warnings~ -Abuse -Self harm -and more..

(Part 3 of 3) Never thought I would become the type of person to do this but... there's a first time for everything. I bet you're wondering how I'm alive. Well, to be frank, I shouldn't be. The moment that railing came into view that day, I knew it was over. I hit my head so hard I can still feel the sensation of when I made contact with it. I bet it makes you mad that I'm still alive. It sure does make me mad, but probably not for the same reason. I'm mad she got away, and that I hurt her. I'll be honest, I cant remember her name. She's one of the only things I haven't been able to fully remember. I know He took her, and she wanted to go with him. I wonder if she only acted that way to escape... She wouldn't be the only one doing things for the other with hidden motives... I can't get caught up in that, though. I'll probably never see them again anyway.

Here's the main reason why I don't kiss boys (or anyone else, for that matter.) (Highest achievement: 1st in #lookingforalaskacontest 2nd in #lookingforalaska 7th in #johngreen 8th in #notlove 9th in #badboyfriend 1st in #thisisntlove)