Wishthingsweredifferent Stories

This is a compilations of my thoughts,when i was arrested earlier in September. I had 4 days to sit and think about what lead up to my actions. The thoughts are very scattered and raw. The thoughts concern people I love and care about. Also thoughts that reflect my feelings in that moment. I hope you find something you're able to relate to. Life's been hard but, the days are soft and the nights are long.

A list of and explanation for everything my parental guardians view to be wrong with me. I am not looking for sympathy- simply to get it all out in hopes of avoiding any outbursts.

Just a sappy bunch of unfinished sentences relating to my life. Maybe it explains how I became who I am.

"Gu Xiaowu. You'll never leave me, will you?" "Fool. You're my wife, aren't you? How could I leave you?" "Do you promise? Never ever?" "...never." And he quenches his desire. ••• Romance. Betrayal. Torture. Love. Chengyin knows that it won't last. He knows what he has here, his identity, his likeness and how friendly the Danchi clan are to him-it's not a promise. But he has fallen unconditionally in love with Xiaofeng. And for just a moment, he doesn't want to think about what will come next. For just a moment, he doesn't want to remember that he is lying to her. For just a moment, he doesn't want to believe this love will end. Just hold on. One moment longer.