"Ruby you are so stupid/worthless/pathetic!" I hear that all the time, if only the words didn't bother me but they do. I wish it would stop. I wish I had a friend at least, so I knew at least one person in the world thought I was worth their time. *There are some very dark themes here in this story just be aware. And beware if the stuff in the story will trigger any thoughts and feelings like this!!*