The 12 Elements

When you were 3 you mother died cause you lived some were that nobody has knew about it,she threw you into a river that someone could take you in you had somthing really special only 12 people had that special thing including you when you found out what was your special thing you had fell in love
but their was a poison thing in you that when you find your love and you special thing you have to choose between it, witch one did you choos?