STRAYKIDS!!I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON FELIX! SO WHY NOT? IN EDITING!!! --- Being his "girlfriend" wasn't so bad after all. Here I was thinking he was going to be the self centred control freak and jerk, but he wasn't. he was sweet. he would spoil me. spend every minute he got with me. and it was just supposed to be for show... the night we kissed. I honestly didn't know how I felt. My heart would beat for him, but also shatter at the sound of us just "pretending"..... He got what he wanted back....but I was still unhappy.