Felix's pov
The rest of the way home was silent. In fact she didn't even stop to wave goodbye once we got home. She just kept her back turned, feet moving forward, mouth closed. Im guessing I really did it this time, but I don't care. She'll have to talk to me eventually. Tomorrow actually. Like I said, we still have our deal. Therefore it doesn't matter to me.
As I took my key from my pocket, I quickly got up the stairs and unlocked the front door. The hallway was dark, yet I could see the living room light on. The television on in the back instantly told me my father was in fact home. I closed the door behind me and as I took of my jacket asked a question I presumably already knew, "where's mom?"
I set my jacket up on the coat hanger and walked into the living room to face my father. He gave a weak smile as usual and it made me sick to my stomach, "She's at the hospital, doctors says shes doing way better and they only had to prescribe her one new med for this month." As my father low tone filled the room my head dropped slowly.
"Can I go see her?"
"Yeah! Of course Felix, I'll take you right now." He stood to his feet grabbing his keys and giving me a smile. I grabbed my coat once again and followed him out of the door quietly. "She'll be so happy to see you." He said seeming to want to be encouraging as we got into the car.-
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I grabbed her hand caressing it softly as I laid my head on it, gently. So gentle only to be afraid of the fact I might break it, because shes so weak. "Please get better." I whispered as I felt the pain reach my broken heart once again. "Please get better for me. For dad and me." I continued to speak slow and quietly as I tried to move closer.My thoughts racing from left to right, I begin swaying. I recall the times where my mother was healthy, happy. She was smiling, laughing, and dancing with joy every morning. I hear her waking me up for school, sports, and auditions. I smell her cooking and all the delicious food she would prepare on holidays. I feel her hugging so tight on nights where I was worried for me and Jinhee's future.
Everything is so messed up. It has been for the longest. Ever since she became like this its just be shit! Hell on earth!
"Eomma, please don't leave me here," I broke down allowing myself to be consumed by the grief I stuffed and hid in me all along. "Eomma, please!" I said once more looking up only to see her still lying down, motionless, with machines hooked up to her at every angle. I hated seeing her like this, and I never hid my cried cause I knew she could hear me.
I needed her to know how much I missed her.
FELIX'S MOM POV
I don't like seeing him this way. Don't cry my love be happy. I'm trying my hardest to stay with you as well, but maybe it's just time.
Truth was that, I wasn't getting better. I was getting worst. Cancer was just something that my body couldn't handle. It was spreading. Fast.
There was so much that I wanted to tell Felix. I just.....couldn't.
My time was getting closer, but I made sure not to speak of it. I moved my hand over to the top of his head. I ran my hand through his hair and he started calming down.
"F-Felix, look at me" I said and he lifted his head slowly. His eye's looked sore and his nose was red. "My love I'll always be here no matter what" I stated.
I used my thumb to wipe away his tears. I set my hand on his cheek and he leaned into my touch. "I love you until even after my days breathing" I smiled at him and he returned one.
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Y/N'S POV
Everyday from Monday I would walk to school with Felix. And afterwards we would either walk home or he would take me out to eat.
It was actually like we were really dating. Besides all the constant bullying, it felt nice. I enjoyed being hus fake girlfriend.
I noticed that we began to grow closer together. He would tell me things that I hadn't even known before. Only the first week and already he's starting to make my heart flutter.
Jinhee started noticing us more often now to. Seems she still cared about felix. But it's kinda too late jinhee. Felix is my boyfriend now. You've gotten replaced.
I was walking to the fountain to meet up with felix as usual. But as I walked I could hear whispering and laughter as I walked. I ignored it and continued walk.
Exiting the school I spot felix.
He looked over and saw me. I was so close to him. I could see him smiling but then I noticed a type of shocked and angry look come over his face.
"Y/N!" He yelled running over to me. I felt cold liquid slide down my neck and travel down my head all the way to my feet. I saw how the water touched the floor.
I gasped in shock and I felt someone pull on my wrist. I crashed into their arms and it seemed like something else flew. Instead of hitting me it hit felix.
Grass. It was grass. What?!
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