"I don't remember how it got this bad, how the drugs and the alcohol became the only thing I cared about and how I became so dependent on them to survive. I barely remember my life before this all got out of hand. I know that I was happy at some point, I know that I cared about my parents and I had friends, I just can't remember it. I can't remember my life before because all I can remember or feel anymore is the high and the feel of the intoxication that my body now longs for twenty four seven." Axel Anderson is trapped inside his own head, desperate for anything to help him escape his own thoughts. He's ready to give up, he doesn't know how to keep going, not after what he's done. McKenna Kizer just graduated high school and her parents don't know that she's hiding a secret, they don't know she's not the perfect daughter they thought she was. Will McKenna and Axel fix each other or are they destined to destroy themselves in the process? MATURE LANGUAGE AND CONTENT.