Abnormal Psychology - Binge-Eating Disorder (?) / Appetite of a People-Pleaser

I don't really know why I'm putting this out, maybe I shouldn't but I feel like showing this to someone but not brave enough for someone who knows me to see it because I'll get worried calls from relatives and friends and then I have to lie like I'm fine. I don't want to see a counselor, I'll learn to deal with it myself, I get easily addicted to stuff and I'm afraid I'll cease being able to function without a counselor. WARNING - has to do with eating disorders.