" What is a heart if I tore open your chest would I see it"? " If I split open your skull would it be there"? " Let me ask you are you afraid" Ulquiorra asked. " No i'm not afraid" I answered. It is forbidden to love him. He is an Espada he's the enemy. I'm only human. I can't choose him or my friends. I can't betray my friends. I can't hold onto such emotion! Loving him is forbidden!!