***Very much still a work in progress*** Any constructive criticism is greatly appreciated! After her father's disappearance, Bella spent years wondering where her father had gone. All she had left of him was the annual training videos she received via automated email that began on her eighth birthday. Now, at twenty-two years of age, she looks at these videos and wonders why self defense and ranged weapon training would be so crucial to her upbringing. Could this have something to do with his disappearance? What could he be preparing her for? Warning: this story will feature mentions of suicide, sex, alcohol, abuse and violence, and contains heavy language. Read at your own discretion.