Okay so I was feeling super down the last couple of days and blaming myself for everything. And then I went through all my memories and realized nothing was ever my fault. I was just unhappy and didnt know what happiness felt like since I never really felt happy. I decided to write everything down, and now I'm posting it on wattpad. If you want to share this with other people then go ahead. Just don't say its yours because this was something that actually happened to me. It might not seem that bad but it was. I just didnt put all of the details together. Also if you are feeling down and want help or someone to give you advice. You can come to me. I will talk to you even if it takes all night.