This story is about a teenager named Anna, that is going through a life crisis that no one knows about, since she never shows that the pain, hurt and feeling of betrayal she experiences throughout the day, instead she always shows that she is happy no matter what happens. The only person that knows how she actually feels is her bestfriend Derek. During all the years of Derek being there for Anna through the toughest days of here life they both gained feelings for eachother. They both don't want to sacrifice their strong long friendship[ they decide not to let each other know about their affection towards each other. Anna decides to throw herself at guys that show the smallest amount of interest in her little did she know they only wanted her for one thing that she is not ready to experience at the moment. Derek decides to keep his distance which is a step closer to destroying their friendship, and he flirts with any girl that talks to him besides her. Little did they know they both felt the same way and were detected to make sure they didnt ruin the 4 years of friendship they loved and enjoyed until one day... *** this is my first book that i'm writing i'm hoping to make this book into a series!! I'm sorry about any of the errors that this book will have its my first time writing a book. Please vote and comment, and help out with this book, i'm going to add any recommendations you guys have. Thank you!