In a hustle and bustle city, there was a girl who has a quiet demeanor, shy but uplifting, optimistic, refined, decent and a good person. But, all of that was just a facade. On the contrary, she is frisky, pessimistic, sensitive and a girl whose life is already defiled and tainted. She put up a facade appearance bcause she doesn't want people to hate her and she wanted to be loved. She always seek a person who will stay beside her after knowing her true nature but she just can't open up with others because she knows no one will like her true self. Even her own parents can't see right through her. Up until now, she always holed up herself in her room and engrossed herself from watching anime and reading manga to escape from reality. But recently, she constantly told herself that no one love her , unneeded and that she's just a burden to her family. Sometimes she thinks that it's better to die than torturing herself with those pessimistic thoughts. Based on true story.