Having been a victim of both verbal and physical Okuyasu often still suffers from days where bad memories plague him, where he cracks and breaks despite the abuse being gone. Wants to yell and lash out at the people who wronged him. But holds back, tries to not accidentally lash out at anyone he cares about. Okuyasu needs days where he can relax, be allowed to not be okay. That's where his boyfriend helps out by reassuring him that not being okay is okay.