I don't know where to begin or what to do or where to go. I'm lost, lost in myself and my life, even knowing who are actually my friends or if the ones I thought cared really cared. Why would they keep such a deep and dark secret? Why wouldn't they tell me all of what was happening? Instead they wait for what they think is the perfect moment..... The moment when they realize it got to far out of reach and the bridge appeared.... the crystal blue water glistening down below, all the beautiful fish down beneath my feet. The moment... The one moment where I decide if my life will continue, end, or if a new chapter should start. The moment I decide it's all enough.... and I jump.....