I don't understand. Why would Grammy comit suicide?
I crawl up in a ball and begin bawling my eyes out. This is officially the worst and I mean the worst day of my life, who knows maybe it's the worst day in the history of bad days.
I try not to think of negativity but that's all my life is. They say think positive, think of things that make you happy.... really? I DONT HAVE ANYTHING ANYMORE!
I don't know where my life is going, I have no family, no home, no friends, no life. NOTHING! AND YOUR GOING TO TELL ME TO THINK POSITIVE. Bunch of crap and nonsense that I can't relate too or even begin to respond to.
It's just way too overwhelming. I just need to fall asleep and never wake up, yeah i'll do that. I could hibernate but not eat and not wake up. Yeah that actually sounds like a better life than I have now. I'll just fall asleep right here on the floor or maybe it would be better if I sat next to Grammy.....
You know what they always say I want to grow up and be like mommy or daddy, well I want to grow up like Grammy...... Dead
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Teen FictionI don't know where to begin or what to do or where to go. I'm lost, lost in myself and my life, even knowing who are actually my friends or if the ones I thought cared really cared. Why would they keep such a deep and dark secret? Why wouldn't they...
