All my life, I believed that happiness will last forever as long as you'll choose to be happy but my belief turned into oblivion when the most tragic, scary and heart breaking part of my life happened. I lost my parents ans siblins.I was devastated and broken. I feel like I was in a rabbit hole. I don't need to come out. But my heart is screaming for help. Hoping that someone will find me in this rabbit hole and someone whom I can share my problems with and accept me. But that someone disappeared too. He last Ephemeral.