Not long ago , I owned invaluable animals : Horses . I adored horses to no end . They were intelligent , kind , brave , loving , graced and skilled . My horses would do anything you asked , within reason , and always come back , no matter the distance or temptation . I called these horses my herd since I wasn't very included in my human family . The horses and I did everything together. We adored each other and it was more than obvious how perfect we all were together . They were my partners for anything and everything . Where I went , they gladly followed . When I first got some of them , they were wild and considered " untameable " however , I thought differently . Through trial and error , we all became a wondrous team . In 2018 , My stud passed away . By 2019 , my herd had either been given away to random people by my true family , sent to kill-pens or had passed away . 2020 has been a horrible year for everyone , myself included . So I decided to focus on the good things , even if they were in the past . And this was my good thing !