Tears of a fallen star

"Lisanna came back from edolas...."

she wasn't mean to me ; she wasn't the perfect villainess in every story. She was just .... kind- hearted Lisanna.
Team Natsu still spoke to and spent time with me..but...why do I still distant myself from them?

It's because they look like a perfect team - there wasn't a place for me to belong there in fairytail's strongest team.

When Lisanna came back, they were complete.
I was a leftover.

In the end I was the coward I was.
I ignored them ; distancing myself in hopes I would never become jealous of the perfect team and family they were.

I'm sorry I ran away.

I'm sorry for the imperfect me who really is empty on the inside.

(Nalu fanfic and one-sided lolu)