Y/N was a normal 10 year old kid, with loving parents and amazing friends. That is, until her mother dies right in front of her eyes. And, out of anger, her father blames everything on her. She is now 16 years old and things are still not going great. Will she learn to live with her father or will the pain become unbearable? ( TW: There will be abuse, alcohol and self-harm involved in this book, so if you are sensitive to that, I suggest you don't read. Stay safe, I love you all! <3 )