By now, I could've been with over a thousand men. All with different heights, sizes and personalities. Not that I got to know most of them personally but I've been hit on... a lot. This is not me trying to brag because ever since I met you, you've been the only one I always think about. You keep asking me if I've ever been with a guy before I met you and I keep telling you that you're my first in every aspect; my first kiss, my first relationship and my first time. Sometimes I sense that you still don't believe me so I'm going to make it clear by telling you a bit of my past and all the men who wanted to but didn't get to have a chance with me. Not that I'm all that hot, I just wanted to preserve my first time for the one I'd have the longest relationship with. And I don't owe you an explanation. All this is just for my peace of mind. Whenever you doubt my love for you, just come and read this book. It's also about how I lost some friends and how I chose my current path in life. I lost some fake friends along the way who were only interested in forcing my to do things I wasn't interested in. Sometimes you have to lose people to understand their intentions for you. I'm dedicating this book to you, my love.