"She left me to do this on my own for a reason Alison I have to keep telling myself that" "Mel it's ok to be angry it's fine to wish that she didn't tell you all this at the last minute it's ok to feel sad " " if I do I won't ever figure this out I need to know more I have to read the next five journals it's the only thing I have left" "No it not you have your friends; Scott Lydia stiles and me even Jackson you have us "