I AM THE SECOND MALE LEAD.

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE THE SECOND CHOICE IN A PERSON'S LIFE?

I was always the 2nd choice in everyone's life. People always left me for someone, someone who was a bigger jerk than me. I couldn't understand why they left me for assholes such as those bastards. This always happened in my dream. Every single time people left me to be with a toxic guy when I was the better choice. In my dreams, those people who left me were, sometimes a girl and sometimes a guy. Nevertheless I was always abandoned in my dreams while the guy who takes them away glares at me with a smug smile on his face as if screaming "I won."
Why was I always the second choice in their lives? I don't understand. What am I lacking?

"YOU ARE TOO KIND!"

"YOU NEED TO BE ASSERTIVE AND ROUGH ON BED TO WIN."

"PEOPLE THESE DAYS LIKE TO BE CONTROLLED AND LEAD ON!!"

"YOU NEED TO BE A BIT MORE TOXIC, MANIPULATIVE AND DEMANDING!"

"BADBOYS ARE A TREND THESE DAYS!"

"JUST BE A BIT MORE OF AN ASSHOLE OR ELSE YOU WILL NOT WIN! YOU HEAR ME?!?"

SAID A CERTAIN ANNOYING BUG!

"......." WTF!

I QUIT!!!