sometimes we can't understand how is that life going after too long time I feel the same feeling I can feel something I don't know which means that but I can feel and that's a different thing for me because yeah I forget about feelings but now I have more feelings than empty something creepy but good and I'm happy and sad I'm afraid and I'm confident i have to many feelings on me now but I'm scared about that I won't get down but I wanna try in some time maybe that's the mean of love I can feel it with every feeling, I feel every breath I take, with every beat of my heart, and I enjoy this anxiety and fear, it's a strange feeling I felt after all that emptiness I had a friend who once told me why are you lonely you are like a queen I was surprised at that moment because maybe I'm weird But I wanted to feel this feeling like no other and I've never felt before I will call this love love at the first sound