One important remark ahead: this might not be the official version for the fandom, yet I consider it Felix's past in my fanfiction "Gloom", which could be important for the story, but not necessarily. (Pan is not Malcolm btw) Warnings: 18+, domestic violence, mention of abuse, hurt, angst, first love Word count: 9.275 Summary: Felix, the bastard son of a blacksmith grew up full of joy, despite the absence of any affection. He dedicated all his happiness to his childhood crush Jeanne, a woman now engaged to a baron. He knows that they are bonded, so he takes a risk that would be his fatal fall.