I despise infidelity. Growing up inside an abusive and unfaithful household, I have learned that it was those who look for more than what their lover could give them, ruin a family. Hearing my mother's desperate cry after finding out that my father brought his mistress home, made me realize how inhumane infidelity is. And I hate it, to death. I even promised myself that I'd cut my fingers and take my own life before unfaithfulness. And it dawned on me how I became the person that I hated the most when I fell for her after marrying my husband. She never smiles often, her humor is fucked up and her life is a mess. But then I fell, the impact was so hard that I couldn't stop my heart from loving her. The table flipped easily and I kept on manipulating my mind to justify my feelings and not consider my actions as unloyalty. I started bending my morals and am willing to trade anything for her only to find out a horrifying truth about love and all. She took advantage of my innocence and played with my pure heart. She used me but that never stopped me from loving her. I failed to hold my heart and control my feelings so I left. I left but what should I do if I am destined to be with her? What should I do if my heart is tied with hers? Skyyryu