The voice inside my head
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Última publicación lun, jun 13, 2022
*Highest ranking* #9 on delusion; #105 on truestory;
" what if he's with another girl who's more fair, beautiful. He might be looking at her fondly, may be holding her hands. Now he will be having a lot of thoughts about her, how to kiss her, touch her. ?" No..no.. " he can't, he won't, he said he loves me, we are married for god sake.." stop it, stop it... " why can't I stop this thoughts inside me." I looked at the time it's almost past midnight "why isn't he back yet, he should be home by now" wait ... " what if is sleeping with her or worst what if he ..slep..slept with her" STOP, JUST STOP...plea...please.. just stop thinking, I crumpled upon and sat on our bed holding the sheets with my shaking hands and tears where falling profusely down my cheeks.
I knew one day I will be the cause of my own destruction, I'm just holding me back from falling into the depth of my own thinking, an abyss where once I go there is never a comeback... my mind.
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#9 on delusion
#14 on salvation
#19 on doubt
#11 on unhappiness
#45 on adult romance
#39 on adult fiction
#105 on truestory
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