The voice inside my head

Reads 26
Votes 5
Parts 5
Time 10m

Reads 26
Votes 5
Parts 5
Time 10m

*Highest ranking* #9 on delusion; #105 on truestory;
    
    " what if he's with another girl who's more fair, beautiful. He might be looking at her fondly, may be holding her hands. Now he will be having a lot of thoughts about her, how to kiss her, touch her. ?" No..no.. " he can't, he won't, he said he loves me, we are married for god sake.." stop it, stop it... " why can't I stop this thoughts inside me." I looked at the time it's almost past midnight "why isn't he back yet, he should be home by now" wait ... " what if is sleeping with her or worst what if he ..slep..slept with her" STOP, JUST STOP...plea...please.. just stop thinking, I crumpled upon and sat on our bed holding the sheets with my shaking hands and tears where falling profusely down my cheeks. 
    I knew one day I will be the cause of my own destruction, I'm just holding me back from falling into the depth of my own thinking, an abyss where once I go there is never a comeback... my mind.
    
    
    
    Rankings
    
    #9 on delusion
    #14 on salvation
    #19 on doubt
    #11 on unhappiness 
    #45 on adult romance 
    #39 on adult fiction 
    #105 on truestoryAll Rights Reserved

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*Highest ranking* #9 on delusion; #105 on truestory;
    
    " what if he's with another girl who's more fair, beautiful. He might be looking at her fondly, may be holding her hands. Now he will be having a lot of thoughts about her, how to kiss her, touch her. ?" No..no.. " he can't, he won't, he said he loves me, we are married for god sake.." stop it, stop it... " why can't I stop this thoughts inside me." I looked at the time it's almost past midnight "why isn't he back yet, he should be home by now" wait ... " what if is sleeping with her or worst what if he ..slep..slept with her" STOP, JUST STOP...plea...please.. just stop thinking, I crumpled upon and sat on our bed holding the sheets with my shaking hands and tears where falling profusely down my cheeks. 
    I knew one day I will be the cause of my own destruction, I'm just holding me back from falling into the depth of my own thinking, an abyss where once I go there is never a comeback... my mind.
    
    
    
    Rankings
    
    #9 on delusion
    #14 on salvation
    #19 on doubt
    #11 on unhappiness 
    #45 on adult romance 
    #39 on adult fiction 
    #105 on truestory

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