The voice inside my head

Prologue

The sun was shining brightly but it wasn't that hot outside may be because it's morning, I looked at my wrist watch it was almost 8:54 AM.  Did I miss the bus today also...I sighed, I missed the bus twice this week. Missing the bus itself wasn't an issue but walking quite a distance to catch a cab was, that too when it's summer. even though it's not that hot early in the morning  still it would make you sweat and going to university all sweaty is not how you want to start a day. Especially when you are a Tutor. I started working as a tutor since 1 month in the Same university where I did my undergraduation. At first I was hesitant to restart working leaving my 5 and a half months daughter back at my new apartment with my mom. But the advantage was that I could come and see her at the lunch break as my apartment is nearby my university itself. And she was ok staying with my mom. But the transport was an issue mainly because it's summer. If only I had license I could come and go easily, i would have got my license by now if not due to Covid and all the lockdowns, my driving test was cancelled just 1 week before due to Covid emergency. You know not lucky...

luck wasn't by my side for some months now, I was suffering. I took up this job as a distraction from all my problems, I was running away. A coward that's what I am, not strong enough to face them, my in laws. Me and him aren't staying together for a 1 month now. Just saw Each other sometimes when he came to visit our daughter. We don't even talk like back then, everything was falling apart, my marriage , my life. They made sure to make my life a hell. Especially her, his mother... can't call her a mother, can't even say she's a women... she's is a incarnation of devil disguised itself as a women. How could a mother do this to her own children is beyond everything, she did the worst. She didn't just destroy my life but 5 life's including mine. And still haven't stopped, still trying to break everything to get under her control. As I kept thinking about that women I reached the cab stand and took a cab to my university.

Once I reached there, I payed him the fare and walked towards the foyer. This was the best distraction, I loved coming here. Here it made me happy, my colleagues and seniors were all nice. And being with students also made me feel like I was doing something in my life and not just sitting and sulking about how my life turned upside down within 1 half years of my marriage. It made me lose my mind, I became a different person now. My attitude towards life, my family all changed. Going back home my daughter would keep me distracted, but at times I feel she came at wrong time in our life. She deserved the best from both her parents, but fate was playing with her too. She can't enjoy her life being with both her parents together now, may be in future she can... that's the only hope we have.  I almost dream every day about the future where it's me , him and our daughter away from them, away from her and her clutches... a dream land where our dreams too come true... where we are happy and not have to think about anyone or anything... just us and our life.

Hello my peeps...
this is just a gist of the story to give you all an idea about what the story is. But this is not it, "there is more to what you actually see" this is what they say. You will have to read the full story to know what happened and why she became what she is now.

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