And there I sat beside him and thought. I thought about forever. I hoped I would have Harry in my life forever. I sat on the couch at age 15, Harry at my side, thinking about promises and thinking about forever. I sat on the couch on that Valentine's Day with Harry eating ice cream, thinking about how we had just promised to be best friends forever. But there we sat, and as anyone could see we sat too far apart to be "lovers" but too close together to really be "just friends"