When twenty year old Nebo lives her broken home she find solace in the monastery out side of her home town of Ladakh and she fall in love with a monk who is 3 times her age. There she learns about tantra and the karma sutra but her lover lama Yeshe tenzin who not only teachers her about Buddhism but also about who to love someone. The forbidden love as he was a monk and her a 20 year old girl and up blossoming. In a to a loving romance. "The Buddha of love and the love of my life. I know our love was forbidden because you were a senior monk and I was just a young lady. But my heart and body aches for you. I recall the time we were in your chambers and you smothered my face and lips with kisses. Being in your arms. I felt safe with you my love. I have never meet anyone like you my past lives and present life now. I have gone lesbian for the last lives because the men I met are not as loving as you and they only care about sex- not love making. They are pigs. I am still searching for you in this life.... but it is hard. I hope to meet you in this life or in the next. I love you Yeshe. " *noticed on Instagram* **now on Amazon as ebook and paper back** *** please rate kindle on goodreads ***