this is book 1 Skylar is twenty three, Xander is thirty two. little situations, divided love and a family secret. all of little skylar's parts are NOT written wrong Skylar is a woman who was refused to accept a side to her that made her closed of from the world. finally having enough she leaves, moving to New York, she meets Xander Black - but she carrys two secrets, one being something she can't hide. the other being her shame. both only make her fall for Xander more.. will his divided love get in the way of her being able to have what she wants... which is him. Xander is, an arrogant CEO aswell as ring leader of his own underworld, but he is not a complete asshole as he likes to say. a family secret tore him apart for so long he only knew how to be alone, until he met Skylar, a love he can only have, now and then.. or so he thought. mature audience/ sexual behaviour. suicide. kidnapping - and (killings) - mob boss / little space oral activities / big space sexual acts.