Chapter 30

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this is the end of book 1.

Xander

'daddy yo otay' Skylar asks as she paused her bouncing, she's eating pancakes, she wanted peanut butter on them it must be a craving 'yes baby' i say smiling, really i am more than okay but i am not so sure how to even tell her, i mean do i tell her?, fuck knows 'mhm yo lost daddy yo lost' she giggles going back to her bouncing 'baby you will make yourself sick bouncing' she stills 'sowwy' fuck here comes the protective stage 'i meant it good baby, i jus worry' she smiles with a blush 'can, can we do some today' i am busy staring at her, my mind just over powering my heart slamming the urge to just pick her up in my arms and scream my happiness from the roof tops, i am going to be a father, me and to the woman i fucking love more than my own life... 'dadddddyy' Skylar says teasing 'what do you want to do' i snap out of it picking my coffee up 'dress Rhina' she smiles looking over at the chair where Rhina sits, a plate with one pancake and a dollop of peanut butter, adorable 'yes baby, we can get her a dress. but' i look at her serious making her turn her head to me 'if you misbehave i will take Rhina away' her jaw drops 'no daddy' she goes to grab her but i stop her by taking her hand 'behave and i won't' she frowns before looking at Rhina 'otay me be good pomise' 'good girl' i nod taking my hand of hers, the best one yet really because other forms of punishments are of the cards.

'me done' she says as she licks her fingers 'come here' i take a baby wipe, she obeys and comes to kneel between my thighs, she is glowing, her cheeks are perked and her baby blues are gleaming 'you're beautiful Skylar' i wipe her mouth 'yo hansome' she grins 'do you feel sick' she goes to thinking 'nope but but' 'but' i question taking the hand she was licking.. 'my' her other hand comes to her breast 'hurt ony little' her cheeks blush as she looks away, i bring my fingers to her shirt and pinch her nipple 'oh' this makes her moan 'does that feel good' she nods 'a-alot' i read that online lastnight 'we can get you some cream' she nods 'o-otay' so breathless i smile 'lets go get Rhina a new dress' she frowns with a pout 'daddy yo meen' she huffs getting up and walking to take Rhina, a smirk plays my lips
'if you are good i will do more to help your ache when we are home' she stares for a moment before licking her lips 'otay', chuckling i stand knowing i am definitely going to have one good girl today.

'she looks pretty baby' i smile as she dresses Rhina in the car, she blushes 'Rhina like yo say daddy' i smile and glance at her 'how do you feel' 'sleepy' 'hungry?' 'uh can' i wait 'can me have burger' a food she has not eating before, 'cheese' i glance 'yea and and choc milk' she changed her flavour
'okay baby'
'yeyey' she lifts Rhina up as she whoops
my beautiful girl.

after i stopped of at the diner, we came home Skylar had her burger, my awareness is heightened with her, i think it is more because she has no clue and even if she did know i doubt she would fully understand
'Xander' Marcelle drags me from my thoughts

'in here' i call out hearing his footsteps
'house is quiet' he says coming and grabbing a glass to pour him self a whiskey

'skylar sleeps' he makes a motion of understanding

'how's everything' i ask 'good, the docking problem was sorted and Casey said that when your ready we can put it all into motion' i nod

'black ink' i say while he sits back after pouring

'your assistant should b..'
i know' i blow out interrupting him
'hes only in his twenties and he works like that, i doubled his pay' he nods

'so how are you, and Skylar' i look at him
'she's pregnant' his eyes almost roll out of his head 'Xander' he says in disbelief
'she's small skylar right now' i nod
'fuck' he blows out
'your happy though' he asks while a smile spreads my lips.. a fucking genuine one
'ecstatic, i want to scream it but i dont know how to' he nods in understanding
'i have just become more protective' 'understandable' he looks down.. something...
'words' i exhale putting my head back on the chair, silence rules for a moment
'the guy, i..' my eyes open slowly
'he...' my head turns with a squint
'you have April' he licks his lips and looks down 'i dont know what it is about him' he mutters
making me sigh
'i get it but y..'
'he's mine Xander' his sudden growl
but i squint 'he left him for me'
'well shit' i say as he rubs the back of his neck 'April said he can live at the house with us, she likes him'
'she knows.. your feelings for him' he nods and i chuckle
'fuck, your sexuality gives me whiplash but it's your life just make sure my home doesn't suffer if shit gets rough' i down my drink and stand 'now, i want the docks gone, Skylar needs me and i need to make my plans to get us to london'
he downs his and stands
'i told the men their orders, of course some have families here' i nod
'i can always hire more over there, keep who you need for ink and the home'
'what are you doing with this place' he asks
'keeping it, if i am needed here we will have somewhere to be especially with a baby'
we enter my study
'now take theses to Casey and pick up my painting of Crystal' he takes the files 'and make sure these files don't leave your side'
he nods before leaving
it feels good to make moves on the future. to go clean, i doubt it wi...
DADDYYY' slammed to a halt my feet run.

A/N - this is the end of book one . i halted for a reason, i hope you enjoyed- i am a writer with a big imagination i know the chapters were long and might have scrambled you a little i am sorry and for book 2 i am trying to make them alot more spaced. thankyou for reading! see you in book two ❤️❤️

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